CONTENTS TITLE PAGE DEDICATION EPIGRAPH AUTHOR’S NOTE PROLOGUE Joseph CHAPTER ONE Joseph CHAPTER TWO Mary CHAPTER THREE Joseph CHAPTER FOUR Joseph CHAPTER FIVE Mary CHAPTER SIX Mary CHAPTER SEVEN Joseph CHAPTER EIGHT Joseph CHAPTER NINE Mary CHAPTER TEN Joseph CHAPTER ELEVEN Joseph CHAPTER TWELVE Joseph CHAPTER THIRTEEN Joseph CHAPTER FOURTEEN Mary ABOUT THE AUTHOR ALSO BY ELIZABETH BERG COPYRIGHT To Marion Jeanne Hoff And Nathanael said unto Philip, Can there any good thing come out of Nazareth? … —John 1:46 AUTHOR’S NOTE The Bible is poetry. As such, it is open to interpretation. Here is one more writer’s imagining of events that took place long, long ago. I have taken great license with the varying and often contradictory “facts” about Mary, Joseph, and the birth of Jesus; but then, I am in good company in doing so. A word about dates. In this novel, Jesus is born in 4 B.C. That is because Matthew and Luke place Jesus’ birth at the end of the reign of Herod the Great, who died in 4 B.C. PROLOGUE Nazareth, province of Galilee, Palestine SEPTEMBER, A.D. 9 Joseph VERHEAD, ABOVE THE FLAT ROOF HE LIES on, the moon is full and patient-seeming. Thin black clouds drift across it like floating veils. He can make out the silvery olive trees near the house, the gentle rise of hills behind them, even the high walls of limestone beyond that. The long grasses move in the night wind, and he strains to hear better the faint sound of some animal he cannot identify. His back pains him and he cries out, shifting one shoulder reflexively. The movement causes him to draw in a sharp breath; he holds it, then lets it slowly leave his body. Better. This is the way, to release without protest. He hears someone coming and struggles to sit up. One of his sons? No. It is his wife, when he wanted so for her not to know he had left her side. His cry must have awakened her, and now she has come to him in haste, barefoot and sleep-tousled, a shawl wrapped carelessly about her. She sits beside him. “Why are you come here again?” She runs her hand, so light and cool, across his brow. “You must stay in the house and save your strength.” He takes her hand and lays it over his chest, and she smiles her slow smile. The sight of her face brings him joy, as it always has. Yet in her eyes, even as she stares into his own, an unnavigable distance. So it will be, then, unto the end. He points to the trees, the hills. “Look. As though it were daytime, as though night has not come at all, nor ever will.” She nods sorrowfully, understanding him, and stares out at the land. He studies her profile: her high forehead, her strong nose, her soft mouth, the unloosened hair still so black it glints blue. She turns back to him. “Come. Let us go into the house. Shall I help you?” He shakes his head. “I wish to remain here.” She sits quietly for a moment, then lies down next to him. “Are you hungry?” “No.” From the bodice of her gown she pulls out a small cloth and unfolds it. “I have brought pistachios. And also I have dates.” “No,” he says, more gently. “Have you great pain?” “Greatest is the pain that comes from the unanswered question in my heart.” “Joseph. When will you believe?” “I pray to now.” “Then I shall pray with you, that you may know that what the angels have told you is true.” CHAPTER ONE Nazareth JANUARY, 4 B.C. Joseph UTSIDE, A THUNDERSTORM RAGED. A GREAT wind frightened the animals and bent the trees low to the ground, shaking their leaves almost off their branches. But inside the house of just-married Simon and Esther, there was light and laughter. A long table covered with a striped cloth was pushed up close to the wall, and it was laden with earthenware platters decorated by palm fronds and piled high with eggplant and olives, with spit-roasted beef and lamb and fish, with rounds of flatbread, with grapes and oranges and figs and sweet cakes. Beneath the table, sixteen-year-old Joseph sat cross-legged in silence, watching sandals and ankles and hems of tunics go by. No one had seen him—he was almost totally obscured by the tablecloth—and he enjoyed the anonymity. He was of course a man now, but he could not resist on occasion returning to the pleasures of boyhood. This was one such pleasure: to sit hidden and watch the elders as they drank ever more wine and acted ever more foolish. In the corner, he saw old Samuel weaving as he stood with his feet far apart, trying to focus on the face before him. Wine had sloshed from his wooden cup to dribble down his mantle. “You will soon be on the floor,” Joseph muttered, and was startled to hear a voice say, “I am surprised he is not already.” Joseph turned to see a girl squatting just behind him. “You have found the seat of honor,” she said. “May I join you here?”