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This book was produced from images made available by the Blue Mountain Project, Princeton University. Songs, Sighs and Curses By Adolf Wolff SEPTEMBER 1913 Published by THE GLEBE at Ridgefield, New Jersey Copyright, 1913 By Adolf Wolff. TO LEONARD D. ABBOTT. Dear Friend:—To whom else than to you can I dedicate this little wreath of poems? Weeds or flowers, without you, they would not have been. Your interest, your sympathy, your appreciation were the sunshine and rain that brought them forth— to blossom for a moment or forever. ADOLF WOLFF. NOTE.—All the poems in this volume were written in the year 1912-13. When asked in what sequence he would arrange his poems, Wolff threw the manuscripts in the air, saying, “Let Fate decide.” They now appear in the order in which they were picked up from the floor. This is true of all except the proem and those comprising the group under the heading “To One Who Could Not Love,” which appear towards the end of the volume. THE PROEM I sing and sigh and also curse, Thus only can I give expression To that which will not brook repression; I am alive, I have a voice, And so I sing and sigh and curse— All life doth sing and sigh and curse. The joy of love is in my song, I sigh for pleasures yet untasted— For things I dream—o’er moments wasted And sometimes interrupt my song With clenched fist to curse a wrong— It is a joy to curse a wrong. And so I sing and sigh and curse— All life doth sing and sigh and curse. 5 CAPTIVES I visited the Zoo one dreary day, And in the lion’s house I watched a lion, A great Numidian lion in his cage, With eyes three-quarters closed, with haughty gait, Pace up and down the limits of his cage. Was he oblivious of the tyrant bars, The gaze of human eyes, his captive state, And did he blink but better thus to see The jungle’s vast expanse? He suddenly stood still; and, face to face, We stood and stared into each other’s eyes, And we each saw in one another’s eyes A royal captive in a wretched cage. 6 IF I WERE GOD If I were God—the first thing I would do Would be to make all women beautiful.— All women beautiful—and all men strong. Then I’d resign—and make myself a man. That’s just what I would do—if I were God. 7 OPTIMISM On that cold table, where shameless, without blushing They spread their nakedness, I see what yesterday had been a living beauty And is to-day a corpse— A flimsy mass of tissues and of juices, The prey of autopsy to-day, To-morrow prey of worms and dissolution. And whilst the perfume of this lifeless flower, Concoction made of chemicals and death, Inflicts an outrage on my sense of odor, Does disenchantment fill me with disgust? Does Death’s black wing engulf me in its shadow? And being face to face with life’s fragility Am I made sick of life? I am not sick of life. I prize life more knowing how brief it is, How insecure, how fragile and how fleeting. I love the eyes bright with the spark of life, I love them more knowing they’ll soon be dimmed. I love the lips aglow with warmth of life, I love them more because they’ll soon be cold. I love all flesh that palpitates with life, I love it more knowing it soon shall be An inert, flimsy mass of fetid tissue. I love the voice that rings with sounds of life, I love it more knowing ’twill soon be silent. I love the mind pregnant with living thought, I love it more knowing that soon ’twill be The tomb of thought. I therefore let the dead bury their dead, And like a buzzing bee in quest of flowers I seek the flowers of life that gladly yield The sap that love distills to joy—that joy That is much sweeter than the sweetest honey. 8 THE CLOUD There hovers over me a muddy cloud, Enveloping me in its gloomy shadow, That dims the native sunshine of my heart, That dulls the keen perception of the mind, That stunts the latent powers of the soul, That smothers all the rising flames of hope, That cowes the wings of genius that would soar. I am forever followed by this cloud, I can’t escape, I cannot flee this cloud, This muddy, gloomy, hell-begotten cloud— The dollar sign is traced upon this cloud! 9 QUESTIONINGS Is it because the sun caresses me And makes me warm with its delightful rays That it is mine? That it is only mine? Is it because I frolic in the sea, The sea that hugs me with a thousand waves, That it is mine? That it is only mine? Is it because I hold you in my arms And madly kiss you, calling you my love, That you are mine? That you are only mine? 10 THE LIBERTY I LOATHE I am at large, can go this way and that, No dungeon walls, no prison bars say halt, When roving fancies seize upon my feet. But am I free? Can I be truly free When that which lives within me is repressed, When my true self in vain from deep within Doth clamor for the right of self-expression? What hideous mockery of freedom this! Put me in jail, put me in jail for life, Let bread and water be my only fare, Make rats and spiders my associates. But have the light into my dungeon pour From overhead and give me clay, Oh, give me lots of clay—the tender flesh, The oily, tender flesh of mother earth, Responsive as a mistress to the touch, And I will have a feast no king e’er knew, And taste of pleasures that the gods would envy. And I will make unto myself a world, A world of which myself would be the God, A world in which my every dream and thought, My every feeling and my every passion Would find embodiment in plastic form. Oh, for a prison where I could be free! 11 ON SEEING THE GARMENT STRIKERS MARCH I see a hundred thousand marching by. I also see as many, many millions That are in spirit also marching by. And lo! methinks this is but a rehearsal For the Exodus from the Land of Bondage— And I behold with my prophetic eyes God’s chosen people crossing the Red Sea; The workers of the world, God’s chosen people, Are crossing the Red Sea of Revolution. And I behold the Industrial Commonwealth, The Promised Land of plenty and of peace, Where each one, under his own fig-tree seated, Shall sing his praises to the Lord of Life. 12 THE TOILERS Crouching they cling like vermin to the earth And with their bleeding fingers scrape the earth But for a little dust, their sustenance, A little dust mixed with the sweat of brow, The blood of fingers and the tears of pain. ’Tis not for them the sun shines gloriously, The flowers bloom, the fruit hangs on the tree, ’Tis not for them the birds and poets sing, Or lovely women smile. They have to crouch and cling and sweat and scrape But for a little dust—their sustenance. 13 PANEROTICISM I love all women’s smiling eyes, I love all women’s tempting lips, I love all women’s loving hearts, I love all women’s tender skin, I love all women’s glowing flesh, I love all women’s weakness, I love all women’s strength. I love! I love! I love! 14