The Crickets Last night while I was in bed waiting to fall asleep, I was hearing the voice of the spirit attachment chattering away, just as I do every night. This has become a routine ever since this whole situation started for me back in 2015. On some nights it’s more of a disturbance than others, but the voice is always there… the female voice that has been “the main voice” that I’ve been hearing ever since the beginning. Just reflecting a moment here, I would say that if all of a sudden, one night I went to bed and I wasn’t hearing her voice…. that would seem very strange to me, that would seem so different, so out of place. That’s how routine hearing her voice every night has become to me. Last night when I got into bed, her voice wasn’t any louder than it often is. Her voice wasn’t saying anything more cruel, disturbing…or more interesting for that matter, than I often hear from her. In fact, it’s often the case that I can’t even remember by the next morning what I was hearing this voice say. I believe that this is perhaps because I’m simply hearing this voice say too much… it’s just constantly chattering…I could not retain it all within my memory even if I wanted to, and I do not want to. To great benefit to myself, I would say that I have become quite proficient by now at gaining the ability to let what this voice says pass right out of my memory very quickly…. for the most part that is. This isn’t always the case though. Sometimes this voice will say something different, something new, something unique, something that I haven’t heard it say before. Sometimes this voice will say something that gets me thinking for a time, contemplating what it meant by a particular statement. I try not to do this. I know that I should not do this, because I have fallen into so many traps in regards to devious mind games before. I’ve had the rug pulled out from under my feet so many times before. Yet every once in a while, I’ll hear this female voice (the main voice) say something very different…something very interesting, and I can’t help but think about it… to ponder over it for a time. I would not say that this happens frequently, but it does happen from time to time. I need only to look back and remember the bad state that I was in.. the bad situation that I was in…back in the beginning, back when I was very vulnerable to the things that I was hearing from the voices….and this voice in particular. That’s when they really had me in a bad place, back when what they were saying to me… the content of it, was having a significant impact on me… whether it was instilling fear.. anxiety.. or simply confusion. When the situation first started at an extreme level, I was very much blindsided. I didn’t know what was going on. I didn’t know what to believe and what not to believe. Over time, just through observation, it became obvious to me that these voices were not sticking to the same story. They seemed to have so many storylines, but they were not consistent with them. Their stories contradicted each other, so much so that it became obvious that they were not being truthful with me…at least not completely. It became obvious to me that the best course of action would be to simply regard anything that I heard from them with suspicion right from the start, to take it all with a grain of salt. This has worked well for me so far. Last night , as I lay there in bed in my dark room, I could hear the crickets chirping outside. I found myself tuning in and listening intensely to the crickets. It seemed as if they were just beyond my bedroom window. I then tuned them out and I heard the female voice of the spirit attachment again. Then I tuned back to the crickets and the voice of the spirit faded out. I was astonished at how I was able to do this…to just tune in to hearing one and then tune in to hearing the other. For so long I have been relying on taking something at night to help me sleep. Did I have to do this? All this time was I simply able to tune my hearing to the crickets out there in the night, just beyond my bedroom window? Of course this may not have worked at certain times of year. Yet even if it had worked for only a part of the year, that would have been significant. Well, it’s only been one night of experimenting with this so far, so I’m going to try it again tonight and many nights to come for a while. I think that I may be on to something here. If I’m proven right, then I definitely will return and write more about this in detail, so that others experiencing similar circumstances may benefit from this method of finding peace at night amidst the intrusions of voices from beyond our world. September 24, 2022 ***