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You may copy it, give it away or re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org Title: Paul the Minstrel and Other Stories Reprinted from The Hill of Trouble and The Isles of Sunset Author: Arthur Christopher Benson Release Date: May 19, 2007 [EBook #21536] Language: English Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 *** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK PAUL THE MINSTREL AND OTHER *** Produced by Irma Spehar and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This file was produced from images generously made available by The Internet Archive/Canadian Libraries) PAUL THE MINSTREL AND OTHER STORIES Reprinted from The Hill of Trouble and The Isles of Sunset BY ARTHUR CHRISTOPHER BENSON FELLOW OF MAGDALENE COLLEGE, CAMBRIDGE LONDON SMITH, ELDER & CO., 15 WATERLOO PLACE 1911 [All rights reserved] Printed by BALLANTYNE, HANSON & CO. At the Ballantyne Press, Edinburgh "I mean by a picture a beautiful, romantic dream of something that never was, never will be—in a light better than any light that ever shone—in a land no one can define or remember, only desire—and the forms divinely beautiful—and then I wake up with the waking of Brynhild." PREFACE THESE STORIES WERE ALL WRITTEN AT A VERY HAPPY TIME OF MY LIFE, AND THEY WERE FIRST PUBLISHED WHEN I WAS A MASTER AT ETON WITH A BOARDING-HOUSE. A HOUSE-MASTER IS NOT ALWAYS A HAPPY MAN. IT IS AN ANXIOUS BUSINESS AT BEST. BOYS ARE VERY UNACCOUNTABLE CREATURES, AND THE YEARS BETWEEN BOYHOOD AND ADOLESCENCE ARE APT TO REPRESENT AN IRRESPONSIBLE MOOD. FROM THE QUIET CHILDHOOD AT HOME THE BOYS HAVE PASSED TO WHAT IS NOW, MOST HAPPILY, IN THE MAJORITY OF CASES, A CAREFULLY GUARDED AND SHELTERED ATMOSPHERE—THE PRIVATE SCHOOL. MY OWN PRIVATE SCHOOL WAS OF THE OLD-FASHIONED TYPE, WITH A VERY INDEPENDENT TONE OF TRADITION; BUT NOWADAYS PRIVATE SCHOOLS ARE SMALLER AND MUCH MORE DOMESTICATED. THE BOYS LIVE LIKE LITTLE BROTHERS IN THE COMPANY OF ACTIVE AND KINDLY YOUNG MASTERS; AND THEN THEY ARE PLUNGED INTO THE ROUGHER CURRENTS OF PUBLIC SCHOOLS, WITH THEIR STRANGE AND IN MANY WAYS BARBAROUS CODE OF ETHICS, THEIR STRONG AND PENETRATING TRADITIONS. HERE THE BOYS, WHO HAVE HITHERTO HAD LITTLE TEMPTATION TO BE ANYTHING BUT OBEDIENT, HAVE TO LEARN TO GOVERN THEMSELVES, AND TO DO SO AMONG CONVENTIONS WHICH HARDLY REPRESENT THE CONVENTIONS OF THE WORLD, AND WHERE THE PUBLIC OPINION IS CURIOUSLY UNAFFECTED EITHER BY PARENTAL DESIRES, OR BY THE WISHES, EXPRESSED OR UNEXPRESSED, OF THE masters. A house-master is often in the position of seeing a new set of boys come into power in his house whom he may DISTRUST; BUT THE SENSE OF HONOUR AMONG THE BOYS IS SO STRONG THAT HE IS OFTEN THE LAST PERSON TO HEAR OF PRACTICES AND PRINCIPLES PREVAILING IN HIS HOUSE OF WHICH HE MAY WHOLLY DISAPPROVE. HE MAY EVEN FIND THAT MANY OF THE INDIVIDUAL BOYS IN HIS HOUSE DISAPPROVE OF THEM TOO, AND YET BE UNABLE TO ALTER A TONE IMPRESSED ON THE PLACE BY A FEW BOYS OF FORCIBLE, IF EVEN SOMETIMES UNSATISFACTORY, CHARACTER. BUT AT THE TIME AT WHICH THESE STORIES WERE WRITTEN THE TONE OF MY OWN HOUSE WAS SOUND, SENSIBLE, AND FRIENDLY; AND I HAD THE HAPPINESS OF LIVING IN AN ATMOSPHERE WHICH I KNEW TO BE WHOLESOME, MANLY, AND PURE. I USED TO TELL OR READ STORIES ON SUNDAY EVENINGS TO ANY BOYS WHO CARED TO COME TO LISTEN; AND I REMEMBER WITH DELIGHT THOSE HOURS WHEN PERHAPS TWENTY BOYS WOULD COME AND SIT ALL ABOUT MY STUDY, FILLING EVERY CHAIR AND SOFA AND OVERFLOWING ON TO THE FLOOR, TO LISTEN TO LONG, VAGUE STORIES OF ADVENTURE, WITH AT ALL EVENTS AN appearance of interest and excitement. ONE WANTED TO DO THE BEST FOR THE BOYS, TO PUT FINE IDEAS, IF ONE COULD, INTO THEIR HEADS AND HEARTS. BUT DIRECT MORAL EXHORTATION TO GROWING BOYS, FEELING THE LIFE OF THE WORLD QUICKENING IN THEIR VEINS, AND WITH VAGUE OLD INSTINCTS OF LOVE AND WAR RISING UNINTERPRETED IN THEIR THOUGHTS, IS APT TO BE A FRUITLESS THING ENOUGH. IT IS NOT THAT THEY DO NOT LISTEN; BUT THEY SIMPLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND THE NEED OF CAUTION AND CONTROL, NOR DO THEY SEE THE UNGUARDED POSTERNS BY WHICH EVIL things slip smiling into the fortress of the soul. EVERY NOW AND THEN I USED TO TRY TO SHAPE A TALE WHICH IN A FIGURE MIGHT LEAVE AN ARRESTING OR A RESTRAINING THOUGHT IN THEIR MINDS; OR EVEN TOUCH WITH A LIGHT OF ROMANCE SOME OF THE KNIGHTLY VIRTUES WHICH ARE APT TO BE DULLED INTO THE ASPECT of commonplace and uninteresting duties. IT IS VERY HARD TO MAKE THE SIMPLE CHOICES OF LIFE ASSUME A NOBLE OR AN INSPIRING FORM. ONE SEES LONG AFTERWARDS IN LATER LIFE HOW FINE THE RIGHT CHOICE, THE VIGOROUS RESISTANCE, THE HONEST PERSEVERANCE MIGHT HAVE BEEN; BUT THE WORST FAULTS OF BOYHOOD HAVE SOMETHING EXCITING AND EVEN ROMANTIC ABOUT THEM—THEY WOULD NOT BE SO ALLURING IF THEY HAD NOT— WHILE THE HOMELY VIRTUES OF HONESTY, FRANKNESS, MODESTY, AND SELF-RESTRAINT APPEAR TOO OFTEN AS A DULL AND PRIGGISH ABSTENTION FROM THE MORE DARING AND ADVENTUROUS JOYS OF EAGER LIVING. IF EVIL WERE ALWAYS UGLY AND GOODNESS WERE ALWAYS BEAUTIFUL AT FIRST SIGHT, THERE WOULD BE LITTLE OF THE TROUBLE AND HAVOC IN THE WORLD THAT IS WROUGHT BY SIN AND indolence. I CHOSE, NOT DELIBERATELY BUT INSTINCTIVELY, THE OLD ROMANTIC FORM FOR THE SETTING OF THESE TALES, A SEMI-MEDIÆVAL ATMOSPHERE SUCH AS BELONGS TO THE LITERARY EPIC; SOME OF THE STORIES ARE PURE FANTASY; BUT THEY ALL AIM MORE OR LESS DIRECTLY AT ILLUSTRATING THE STERN NECESSITY OF MORAL CHOICE; THE DIFFICULTY IS TO GET CHILDREN TO BELIEVE, AT THE BRILLIANT OUTSET OF LIFE, THAT IT WILL NOT DO TO FOLLOW THE DELIGHTS OF IMPULSE. AND ONE OF THE MOST PATHETIC PARTS OF A SCHOOLMASTER'S LIFE IS THAT HE CANNOT, HOWEVER EARNESTLY AND SINCERELY HE MAY WISH TO DO SO, TRANSFER HIS OWN EXPERIENCE TO THE BOYS, OR PERSUADE THEM THAT, IN THE SIMPLE WORDS OF BROWNING, "IT'S WISER BEING GOOD THAN BAD." IT MAY BE WISER BUT IT IS CERTAINLY DULLER! AND THE SCHOOLMASTER HAS THE HORROR, WHICH OUGHT NEVER TO BE A FAITHLESS DESPAIR, OF SEEING BOYS DRIFT INTO HABITS OF NON-RESISTANCE, AND SOW WITH EAGER HAND THE SEED WHICH MUST ALMOST INEVITABLY GROW UP INTO THE THORNS AND WEEDS OF LIFE. IF THE CHILD COULD BUT GRASP THE BARE TRUTH, IF ONE COULD BUT PULL AWAY THE VEIL OF THE YEARS AND SHOW HIM THE CARELESS NATURAL JOY ENDING IN THE DINGY, BROKEN SLOVENLINESS OF FAILURE! BUT ONE CANNOT; AND PERHAPS LIFE WOULD LOSE ALL ITS VIRTUE IF one could. ONE DOES NOT KNOW, ONE CANNOT DIMLY GUESS, WHY ALL THESE ATTRACTIVE OPPORTUNITIES OF EVIL ARE SO THICKLY STREWN ABOUT THE PATH OF THE YOUNG IN A WORLD WHICH WE BELIEVE TO BE ULTIMATELY RULED BY JUSTICE AND LOVE. MUCH OF IT COMES FROM OUR OWN BLINDNESS AND HARDNESS OF HEART. EITHER WE DO NOT CARE ENOUGH OURSELVES, OR WE CANNOT RISK THE UNPOPULARITY OF INTERFERING WITH BAD TRADITIONS, OR WE ARE LACKING IN IMAGINATIVE SYMPATHY, OR WE SOPHISTICALLY PERSUADE OURSELVES INTO THE BELIEF THAT THE CHARACTER IS STRENGTHENED BY EXPOSURE TO PREMATURE EVIL. THE ATMOSPHERE OF THE BOARDING-SCHOOL IS A VERY ARTIFICIAL ONE; ITS SUCCESSES ARE PATENT, ITS DÉBRIS WE SWEEP AWAY INTO A CORNER; BUT WHATEVER VIEW WE TAKE OF IT ALL, IT IS A LIFE WHICH, IF ONE CARES FOR VIRTUE AT ALL, HOWEVER HALF-HEARTEDLY, TRIES THE MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL FACULTIES OF THE SIR E. BURNE-JONES [vii] [viii] [ix] [x] [xi] SCHOOLMASTER TO THE UTTERMOST, AND EVERY NOW AND THEN SHAKES ONE'S HEART TO THE DEPTHS WITH A TERRIBLE WONDER AS TO how one can ever answer to the account which will be demanded. I DO NOT CLAIM TO HAVE REALISED MY RESPONSIBILITIES FULLY, OR TO HAVE DONE ALL I COULD TO LEAD MY FLOCK ALONG THE RIGHT PATH. BUT I DID DESIRE TO MINIMISE TEMPTATIONS AND TO TRY TO GET THE BETTER SIDE OF THE BOYS' HEARTS AND MINDS TO EMPHASISE ITSELF. ONE SAW MASTERS WHO SEEMED TO MEDDLE TOO MUCH—THAT SOMETIMES PRODUCED AN ATMOSPHERE OF GUARDED HOSTILITY—AND ONE SAW MASTERS WHO SEEMED TO BE FOOLISHLY OPTIMISTIC ABOUT IT ALL; BUT AS A RULE ONE FOUND IN ONE'S COLLEAGUES A DEEP AND SERIOUS PREOCCUPATION WITH MANLY IDEALS OF BOY-LIFE; AND IN THESE STORIES I TRIED MY BEST TO TOUCH INTO LIFE THE POETICAL AND BEAUTIFUL SIDE OF VIRTUE, TO SHOW LIFE AS A PILGRIMAGE TO A FAR-OFF BUT GLORIOUS GOAL, WITH SEDUCTIVE BYPATHS TURNING OFF THE NARROW WAY, AND EVIL SHAPES, BOTH TERRIFYING AND ALLURING, WHICH LOITERED IN SHADY corners, or even sometimes straddled horribly across the very road. THE ROMANCE, THEN, OF THESE STORIES IS COLOURED BY WHAT MAY BE THOUGHT TO BE A CONVENTIONAL AND COMMONPLACE MORALITY ENOUGH; BUT IT IS REAL FOR ALL THAT; AND LIFE AS IT PROCEEDS HAS A BLESSED WAY OF REVEALING THE URGENCY AND THE UNSEEN FEATURES OF THE COMBAT. IT IS JUST BECAUSE VIRTUE SEEMS DRY AND HUMDRUM THAT THE STRUGGLE IS SO DIFFICULT. IT IS SO HARD TO TURN ASIDE FROM WHAT SEEMS SO DANGEROUSLY BEAUTIFUL, TO WHAT SEEMS SO PLAIN AND HOMELY. BUT IT IS WHAT WE mostly have to do. I SAW MANY YEARS AGO A STRANGE PARABLE OF WHAT I MEAN. I WAS WALKING THROUGH A QUIET COUNTRYSIDE WITH A CURIOUS, FANCIFUL, INTERESTING BOY, AND WE CAME TO A LITTLE CHURCH OFF THE TRACK IN A TINY CHURCHYARD FULL OF HIGH-SEEDED GRASSES. ON THE WALL OF THE CHANCEL HUNG AN OLD TROPHY OF ARMOUR, A HELMET AND A CUIRASS, BLACK WITH AGE. THE BOY CLIMBED QUICKLY UP UPON THE CHOIR-STALLS, TOOK THE HELMET DOWN, ENCLOSED HIS OWN CURLY HEAD IN IT, AND THEN KNELT DOWN SUDDENLY ON THE ALTAR-STEP; AFTER WHICH HE REPLACED THE HELMET AGAIN ON ITS NAIL. "WHAT PUT IT INTO YOUR HEAD TO DO THAT?" I SAID. "OH," HE SAID LIGHTLY, "I THOUGHT OF THE OLD MAN WHO WORE IT; AND THEY USED TO KNEEL BEFORE THE ALTAR IN THEIR ARMOUR WHEN THEY were made knights, didn't they? I wanted just to feel what it was like!" LIFE WAS TOO STRONG FOR THAT BOY, AND HE WAS WORSTED! HE WON LITTLE CREDIT IN THE FIGHT. BUT IT HAD BEEN A PRETTY FANCY OF HIS, AND PERHAPS SOMETHING MORE THAN A FANCY. I HAVE OFTEN THOUGHT OF THE LITTLE SLENDER FIGURE, SO STRANGELY HELMETED, KNEELING IN THE SUMMER SUNLIGHT, WITH HEAVEN KNOWS WHAT THOUGHTS OF WHAT LIFE WAS TO BE; IT SEEMS TO ME A SORROWFUL enough symbol of boyhood—so eager to share in the fray, so unfit to bear the dinted helm. AND YET I DO NOT WISH TO BE SORROWFUL, AND IT WOULD BE UNTRUE TO LIFE TO YIELD ONESELF TO FOOLISH PITY. MY OWN LITTLE COMPANY IS BROKEN UP LONG AGO; I WONDER IF THEY REMEMBER THE OLD DAYS AND THE OLD STORIES. THEY ARE GOOD CITIZENS MOST OF THEM, STANDING FIRMLY AND STURDILY, FINDING OUT THE MEANING OF LIFE IN THEIR OWN WAY AND CONTRIBUTING THEIR PART TO THE BUSINESS OF THE WORLD. BUT SOME OF THEM HAVE FALLEN BY THE WAY, AND THOSE NOT THE FAULTIEST OR COARSEST, BUT SOME OF fine instinct and graceful charm, who evoked one's best hopes and most affectionate concern. IF ONE BELIEVED THAT LIFE WERE ALL, THAT THERE WAS NO EXPERIENCE BEYOND THE DARK GRAVE AND THE MOULDERING CLAY, IT WOULD BE A MISERABLE TASK ENOUGH TO CREEP CAUTIOUSLY THROUGH LIFE, JUST HOLDING ON TO ITS TANGIBLE ADVANTAGES AND CAUTIOUSLY ENJOYING ITS DELIGHTS. BUT I DO MOST UTTERLY BELIEVE THAT THERE IS A TRUTH BEYOND THAT SATISFIES OUR SHARPEST CRAVINGS AND OUR WILDEST DREAMS, AND THAT IF WE HAVE LOVED WHAT IS HIGH AND GOOD, EVEN FOR A HALTING MINUTE, IT WILL COME TO BLESS US CONSCIOUSLY AND ABUNDANTLY BEFORE WE HAVE DONE WITH EXPERIENCE. MANY OF OUR DREAMS ARE HEAVY-HEARTED ENOUGH; WE ARE HAMPERED BY THE OLD FAULTS, AND BY THE BODY THAT NOT ONLY CANNOT ANSWER THE DEMANDS OF THE SPIRIT, BUT BARS THE WAY WITH ITS OWN URGENT CLAIMS AND DESIRES. BUT WHATEVER HOPE WE CAN FRAME OR CONCEIVE OF PEACE AND TRUTH AND NOBLENESS AND LIGHT SHALL BE WHOLLY AND PURELY FULFILLED; AND EVEN IF WE ARE SEPARATED BY A SEASON, AS WE MUST BE SEPARATED, FROM THOSE WHOM WE LOVE AND JOURNEY WITH, THERE IS A UNION AHEAD OF US WHEN WE SHALL REMEMBER GRATEFULLY THE OLD DIM DAYS, AND THE PATH WHICH WE TROD IN HOPE AND FEAR TOGETHER; WHEN ALL THE TROUBLE WE HAVE WROUGHT TO OURSELVES AND OTHERS WILL VANISH INTO THE SHADOW OF A FADED DREAM, IN THE SWEETNESS AND GLORY OF SOME GREAT CITY OF GOD, FULL OF FIRE AND MUSIC AND ALL THE RADIANT VISIONS OF UPLIFTED HEARTS, WHICH VISITED US SO FAINTLY AND YET SO BECKONINGLY in the old frail days. CONTENTS PAGE PAUL THE MINSTREL 1 THE ISLES OF SUNSET 70 THE WAVING OF THE SWORD 113 RENATUS 127 THE SLYPE HOUSE 138 OUT OF THE SEA 159 [xii] [xiii] [xiv] [xv] THE TROTH OF THE SWORD 178 THE HILL OF TROUBLE 197 THE GRAY CAT 224 THE RED CAMP 247 THE LIGHT OF THE BODY 279 THE SNAKE, THE LEPER, AND THE GREY FROST 301 BROTHER ROBERT 322 THE CLOSED WINDOW 348 THE BROTHERS 363 THE TEMPLE OF DEATH 378 THE TOMB OF HEIRI 402 CERDA 419 LINUS 428 PAUL THE MINSTREL I THE OLD HOUSE OF HERITAGE STOOD JUST BELOW THE DOWNS, IN THE FEW MEADOWS THAT WERE ALL THAT WAS LEFT OF A GREAT ESTATE. THE HOUSE ITSELF WAS OF STONE, VERY FIRMLY AND GRAVELY BUILT; AND ROOFED WITH THIN SLABS OF STONE, SMALL AT THE ROOF- RIDGE, AND INCREASING IN SIZE TOWARDS THE EAVES. INSIDE, THERE WERE A FEW LOW PANELLED ROOMS OPENING ON A LARGE CENTRAL HALL; THERE WAS LITTLE FURNITURE, AND THAT OF A STURDY AND SOLID KIND—BUT THE HOUSE NEEDED NOTHING ELSE, AND HAD ALL THE beauty that came of a simple austerity. OLD MISTRESS ALISON, WHO ABODE THERE, WAS AGED AND POOR. SHE HAD BUT ONE HOUSE-SERVANT, A SERIOUS AND HONEST MAID, WHOSE ONLY PRIDE WAS TO KEEP THE PLACE SWEET, AND SAVE HER MISTRESS FROM ALL CARE. BUT MISTRESS ALISON WAS NOT TO BE DISMAYED BY POVERTY; SHE WAS A TRANQUIL AND LOVING WOMAN, WHO HAD NEVER MARRIED; BUT WHO, AS IF TO COMPENSATE HER FOR THE ABSENCE OF NEARER TIES, HAD A SIMPLE AND WHOLESOME LOVE OF ALL CREATED THINGS. SHE WAS INFIRM NOW, BUT WAS QUITE CONTENT, WHEN IT WAS FINE, TO SIT FOR LONG HOURS IDLE FOR VERY LOVE, AND LOOK ABOUT HER WITH A PEACEFUL AND SMILING AIR; SHE PRAYED MUCH, OR RATHER HELD A SWEET CONVERSE IN HER HEART WITH GOD; SHE THOUGHT LITTLE OF HER LATTER END, WHICH SHE KNEW COULD NOT BE LONG DELAYED, BUT WAS CONTENT TO LEAVE IT IN THE HANDS OF THE FATHER, SURE THAT HE, WHO HAD MADE the world so beautiful and so full of love, would comfort her when she came to enter in at the dark gate. THERE WAS ALSO AN OLD AND SILENT MAN WHO LOOKED AFTER THE CATTLE AND THE FEW HENS THAT THE HOUSEHOLD KEPT; AT THE BACK OF THE HOUSE WAS A THATCHED TIMBERED GRANGE, WHERE HE LAID HIS TOOLS; BUT HE SPENT HIS TIME MOSTLY IN THE GARDEN, WHICH SLOPED DOWN TO THE FISHPOND, AND WAS ALL BORDERED WITH BOX; HERE WAS A PLEASANT HOMELY SCENT, ON HOT DAYS, OF THE GOOD HERBS THAT SHED THEIR RICH SMELL IN THE SUN; AND HERE THE FLIES, THAT SATE IN THE LEAVES, WOULD BUZZ AT THE SOUND OF a footfall, and then be still again, cleaning their hands together in their busy manner. THE ONLY OTHER MEMBER OF THE QUIET HOUSEHOLD WAS THE BOY PAUL, WHO WAS DISTANTLY AKIN TO MISTRESS ALISON. HE HAD NEITHER FATHER NOR MOTHER, AND HAD LIVED AT HERITAGE ALL OF HIS LIFE THAT HE COULD REMEMBER; HE WAS A SLENDER, SERIOUS BOY, WITH DELICATE FEATURES, AND LARGE GREY EYES THAT LOOKED AS IF THEY HELD A SECRET; BUT IF THEY HAD, IT WAS A SECRET OF HIS FOREFATHERS; FOR THE BOY HAD LED A MOST QUIET AND INNOCENT LIFE; HE HAD BEEN TAUGHT TO READ IN A FASHION, BUT HE HAD NO SCHOOLING; SOMETIMES A NEIGHBOURING GOODWIFE WOULD SAY TO MISTRESS ALISON THAT THE BOY SHOULD BE SENT TO SCHOOL, AND MISTRESS ALISON WOULD OPEN HER PEACEFUL EYES AND SAY, "NAY, PAUL IS NOT LIKE OTHER BOYS—HE WOULD GET ALL THE HURT AND NONE OF THE GOOD OF SCHOOL; WHEN THERE IS WORK FOR HIM HE WILL DO IT—BUT I AM NOT FOR MAKING ALL TOIL ALIKE. PAUL SHALL GROW UP LIKE THE LILIES OF THE FIELD. GOD MADE NOT ALL THINGS TO BE BUSY." AND THE GOODWIFE WOULD SHAKE HER HEAD AND wonder; for it was not easy to answer Mistress Alison, who indeed was often right in the end. SO PAUL GREW UP AS HE WOULD; SOMETIMES HE WOULD HELP THE OLD GARDENER, WHEN THERE WAS WORK TO BE DONE; FOR HE LOVED TO SERVE OTHERS, AND WAS CONTENT WITH TOIL IF IT WAS SWEETENED WITH LOVE; BUT OFTEN HE RAMBLED BY HIMSELF FOR HOURS TOGETHER; HE CARED LITTLE FOR COMPANY, BECAUSE THE EARTH WAS TO HIM FULL OF WONDER AND OF SWEET SIGHTS AND SOUNDS. HE LOVED TO CLIMB THE DOWN, AND LIE FEASTING HIS EYES ON THE RICH PLAIN, SPREAD OUT LIKE A MAP; THE FARMS IN THEIR CLOSES, THE villages from which went up the smoke at evening, the distant blue hills, like the hills of heaven, the winding river, and the LAKE THAT LAY IN THE WINTER TWILIGHT LIKE A SHIELD OF SILVER. HE LOVED TO SEE THE SUN FLASH ON THE WINDOWS OF THE HOUSES SO DISTANT THAT THEY COULD NOT THEMSELVES BE SEEN, BUT ONLY SPARKLED LIKE STARS. HE LOVED TO LOITER ON THE EDGE OF THE STEEP [1] [2] [3] [4] HANGING WOODS IN SUMMER, TO LISTEN TO THE HUMMING OF THE FLIES DEEP IN THE BRAKE, AND TO CATCH A SIGHT OF LONELY FLOWERS; HE LOVED THE SCENT OF THE WIND BLOWING SOFTLY OUT OF THE COPSE, AND HE WONDERED WHAT THE TREES SAID TO EACH OTHER, WHEN THEY STOOD STILL AND HAPPY IN THE HEAT OF MIDDAY. HE LOVED, TOO, THE SILENT NIGHT, FULL OF STARS, WHEN THE WOOD THAT TOPPED THE HILL LAY BLACK AGAINST THE SKY. THE WHOLE WORLD SEEMED TO HIM TO BE FULL OF A MYSTERIOUS AND BEAUTIFUL LIFE OF WHICH HE COULD NEVER QUITE CATCH THE SECRET; THESE INNOCENT FLOWERS, THESE DREAMING TREES SEEMED, AS IT WERE, TO HOLD HIM SMILING AT ARM'S LENGTH, WHILE THEY GUARDED THEIR JOY FROM HIM. THE BIRDS AND THE BEASTS SEEMED TO HIM TO HAVE LESS OF THIS QUIET JOY, FOR THEY WERE FEARFUL AND CAREFUL, WORKING HARD TO FIND A LIVING, AND DREADING THE SIGHT OF MAN; BUT SOMETIMES IN THE FRAGRANT EVENTIDE THE NIGHTINGALE WOULD SAY A LITTLE OF WHAT WAS IN HER HEART. "YES," PAUL WOULD SAY TO himself, "it is like that." ONE OTHER CHIEF DELIGHT THE BOY HAD; HE KNEW THE MAGIC OF SOUND, WHICH SPOKE TO HIS HEART IN A WAY THAT IT SPEAKS TO BUT FEW; THE SOUNDS OF THE EARTH GAVE UP THEIR SWEETS TO HIM; THE MUSICAL FLUTING OF OWLS, THE LIQUID NOTES OF THE CUCKOO, THE THIN PIPE OF DANCING FLIES, THE MOURNFUL CREAKING OF THE CIDER-PRESS, THE HORN OF THE OXHERD WOUND FAR OFF ON THE HILL, THE TINKLING OF SHEEP-BELLS—OF ALL THESE HE KNEW THE NOTES; AND NOT ONLY THESE, BUT THE RHYTHMICAL SWING OF THE SCYTHES SWEEPING THROUGH THE GRASS, THE FLAILS HEARD THROUGH THE HOT AIR FROM THE BARN, THE CLINKING OF THE ANVIL IN THE VILLAGE FORGE, THE BUBBLE OF THE STREAM THROUGH THE WEIR—ALL THESE HAD A TALE TO TELL HIM. SOMETIMES, FOR DAYS TOGETHER, HE WOULD HUM TO HIMSELF A FEW NOTES THAT PLEASED HIM BY THEIR SWEET CADENCE, AND HE WOULD STRING TOGETHER SOME SIMPLE WORDS TO THEM, AND SING THEM TO HIMSELF WITH GENTLE CONTENT. THE SONG OF THE REAPERS ON THE UPLAND, OR THE RUDE CHANTING IN THE LITTLE CHURCH HAD A MAGICAL CHARM FOR HIM; AND MISTRESS ALISON WOULD HEAR THE BOY, IN HIS ROOM OVERHEAD, SINGING SOFTLY TO HIMSELF FOR VERY GLADNESS OF HEART, LIKE A LITTLE BIRD OF THE DAWN, OR TAPPING OUT SOME TRIPPING BEAT OF TIME; WHEN SHE would wonder and speak to God of what was in her heart. AS PAUL GREW OLDER—HE WAS NOW ABOUT SIXTEEN—A CHANGE CAME SLOWLY OVER HIS MIND; HE BEGAN TO HAVE MOODS OF A SILENT DISCONTENT, A LONGING FOR SOMETHING FAR AWAY, A DESIRE OF HE KNEW NOT WHAT. HIS OLD DREAMS BEGAN TO FADE, THOUGH THEY VISITED HIM FROM TIME TO TIME; BUT HE BEGAN TO CARE LESS FOR THE SILENT BEAUTIFUL LIFE OF THE EARTH, AND TO TAKE MORE THOUGHT OF MEN. HE HAD NEVER FELT MUCH ABOUT HIMSELF BEFORE; BUT ONE DAY, LYING BESIDE A WOODLAND POOL AT THE FEET OF THE DOWN, HE CAUGHT A SIGHT OF HIS OWN FACE; AND WHEN HE SMILED AT IT, IT SEEMED TO SMILE BACK AT HIM; HE BEGAN TO WONDER WHAT THE WORLD WAS LIKE, AND WHAT ALL THE BUSY PEOPLE THAT LIVED THEREIN SAID AND THOUGHT; HE BEGAN TO WISH TO HAVE A FRIEND, THAT HE MIGHT TELL HIM WHAT WAS IN HIS HEART—AND YET HE KNEW NOT WHAT IT WAS THAT HE WOULD SAY. HE BEGAN, TOO, TO WONDER HOW PEOPLE REGARDED HIM—THE PEOPLE WHO HAD BEFORE BEEN BUT TO HIM A DISTANT PART OF THE SHOWS OF THE WORLD. ONCE HE CAME IN UPON MISTRESS ALISON, WHO SATE TALKING WITH A GOSSIP OF HERS; WHEN HE ENTERED, THERE WAS A SUDDEN SILENCE, AND A GLANCE PASSED BETWEEN THE TWO; AND PAUL DIVINED THAT THEY HAD BEEN SPEAKING OF himself, and desired to know what they had said. ONE DAY THE OLD GARDENER, IN A MORE TALKATIVE MOOD THAN WAS HIS WONT, TOLD HIM A TALE OF ONE WHO HAD VISITED THE WISHING WELL THAT LAY A FEW MILES AWAY, AND, PRAYING FOR RICHES, HAD FOUND THE NEXT DAY, IN DIGGING, AN OLD URN OF POTTERY, FULL OF ANCIENT COINS. PAUL WAS VERY URGENT TO KNOW ABOUT THE WELL, AND THE OLD MAN TOLD HIM THAT IT MUST BE VISITED AT NOONDAY AND ALONE. THAT HE THAT WOULD HAVE HIS WISH MUST THROW A GIFT INTO THE WATER, AND DRINK OF THE WELL, AND THEN, TURNING TO THE SUN, MUST WISH HIS WISH ALOUD. PAUL ASKED HIM MANY MORE QUESTIONS, BUT THE OLD MAN WOULD SAY no more. So Paul determined that he would visit the place for himself. THE NEXT DAY HE SET OFF. HE TOOK WITH HIM ONE OF HIS FEW POSSESSIONS, A LITTLE SILVER COIN THAT A PARSON HARD BY HAD GIVEN HIM. HE WENT HIS WAY QUICKLY AMONG THE PLEASANT FIELDS, MAKING TOWARDS THE GREAT BULK OF BLACKDOWN BEACON, WHERE THE HILLS SWELLED UP INTO A STEEP BLUFF, WITH A WHITE ROAD, CUT IN THE CHALK, WINDING STEEPLY UP THEIR GREEN SMOOTH SIDES. IT WAS A FRESH MORNING WITH A FEW WHITE CLOUDS RACING MERRILY OVERHEAD, THE SHADOWS OF WHICH FELL EVERY NOW AND THEN UPON THE DOWN AND RAN SWIFTLY OVER IT, LIKE A FLOOD OF SHADE LEAPING DOWN THE SIDES. THERE WERE FEW PEOPLE TO BE SEEN ANYWHERE; THE FIELDS WERE FULL OF GRASS, WITH LARGE DAISIES AND HIGH RED SORREL. BY MIDDAY HE WAS BENEATH THE FRONT OF BLACKDOWN, AND HERE HE ASKED AT A COTTAGE OF A GOOD-NATURED WOMAN, THAT WAS BUSTLING IN AND OUT, THE WAY TO THE WELL. SHE ANSWERED HIM VERY KINDLY AND DESCRIBED THE PATH—IT WAS NOT MANY YARDS AWAY—AND THEN ASKED WHERE HE CAME FROM, SAYING BRISKLY, "AND WHAT WOULD YOU WISH FOR? I SHOULD HAVE THOUGHT YOU HAD ALL YOU COULD DESIRE." "WHY, I hardly know," said Paul, smiling. "It seems that I desire a thousand things, and can scarcely give a name to one." "That is EVER THE WAY," SAID THE WOMAN, "BUT THE DAY WILL COME WHEN YOU WILL BE CONTENT WITH ONE." PAUL DID NOT UNDERSTAND what she meant, but thanked her and went on his way; and wondered that she stood so long looking after him. AT LAST HE CAME TO THE SPRING. IT WAS A POOL IN A FIELD, RINGED ROUND BY ALDERS. PAUL THOUGHT HE HAD NEVER SEEN A FAIRER PLACE. THERE GREW A NUMBER OF GREAT KINGCUPS ROUND THE BRIM, WITH THEIR FLOWERS LIKE GLISTENING GOLD, AND WITH COOL THICK stalks and fresh leaves. Inside the ring of flowers the pool looked strangely deep and black; but looking into it you could SEE THE SAND LEAPING AT THE BOTTOM IN THREE OR FOUR CONES; AND TO THE LEFT THE WATER BUBBLED AWAY IN A CHANNEL COVERED WITH WATER-PLANTS. PAUL COULD SEE THAT THERE WAS AN ABUNDANCE OF LITTLE THINGS AT THE BOTTOM, HALF COVERED WITH SAND— COINS, FLOWERS, EVEN LITTLE JARS—WHICH HE KNEW TO BE THE GIFTS OF WISHERS. SO HE FLUNG HIS OWN COIN IN THE POOL, AND SAW IT SLIDE HITHER AND THITHER, GLANCING IN THE LIGHT, TILL IT SETTLED AT THE DARK BOTTOM. THEN HE DIPPED AND DRANK, TURNED TO THE SUN, AND CLOSING HIS EYES, SAID OUT LOUD, "GIVE ME WHAT I DESIRE." AND THIS HE REPEATED THREE TIMES, TO BE SURE THAT HE WAS HEARD. THEN HE OPENED HIS EYES AGAIN, AND FOR A MOMENT THE PLACE LOOKED DIFFERENT, WITH A STRANGE GREY LIGHT. BUT there was no answer to his prayer in heaven or earth, and the very sky seemed to wear a quiet smile. PAUL WAITED A LITTLE, HALF EXPECTING SOME ANSWER; BUT PRESENTLY HE TURNED HIS BACK UPON THE POOL AND WALKED SLOWLY away; the down lay on one side of him, looking solemn and dark over the trees which grew very plentifully; Paul thought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as though admiring him, and desiring to do as he did in all things. "Where go you, pretty boy, alone in the noon-tide?" said the man. PAUL STOPPED AND LISTENED, AND FOR A MOMENT COULD NOT ANSWER. THEN HE SAID, "I AM GOING TO THE DOWN, SIR, AND I have been"—he hesitated for a moment—"I have been to the Wishing Well." "THE WISHING WELL?" SAID THE MAN GRAVELY. "I DID NOT KNOW THERE WAS ONE HEREABOUTS. I THOUGHT THAT EVERY ONE IN THIS happy valley had been too well content—and what did you wish for, if I may ask?" Paul was silent and grew red; and then he said, "Oh, just for my heart's desire." "THAT IS EITHER A VERY CAUTIOUS OR A VERY BEAUTIFUL ANSWER," SAID THE MAN, "AND IT GIVES ME A LESSON IN MANNERS; BUT WILL YOU NOT SIT A LITTLE WITH US IN THE SHADE?—AND YOU SHALL HEAR A CONCERT OF MUSIC SUCH AS I DARE SAY YOU SHALL HARDLY HEAR out of France or Italy. Do you practise music, child, the divine gift?" "I love it a little," said Paul, "but I have no skill." "YET YOU LOOK TO ME LIKE ONE WHO MIGHT HAVE SKILL," SAID THE MAN; "YOU HAVE THE AIR OF IT—YOU LOOK AS THOUGH YOU LISTENED, AND AS THOUGH YOU DREAMED PLEASANT DREAMS. BUT, JACK," HE SAID, TURNING TO HIS BOY, "WHAT SHALL WE GIVE OUR friend?—shall he have the 'Song of the Rose' first?" THE BOY AT THIS WORD DREW A LITTLE METAL PIPE OUT OF HIS DOUBLET, AND PUT IT TO HIS LIPS; AND THE MAN REACHED OUT HIS HAND AND TOOK UP A SMALL LUTE WHICH LAY ON THE BANK BESIDE HIM. HE HELD UP A WARNING FINGER TO THE BOY. "REMEMBER," HE SAID, "THAT YOU COME IN AT THE FIFTH CHORD, TOGETHER WITH THE VOICE—NOT BEFORE." HE STRUCK FOUR SIMPLE CHORDS ON THE LUTE, VERY GENTLY, AND WITH A SORT OF DAINTY PRECISENESS; AND THEN AT THE SAME MOMENT THE LITTLE PIPE AND HIS OWN VOICE BEGAN; THE PIPE PLAYED A SIMPLE DESCANT IN QUICKER TIME, WITH TWO NOTES TO EACH NOTE OF THE SONG, AND THE MAN IN A BRISK and simple way, as it were at the edge of his lips, sang a very sweet little country song, in a quiet homely measure. THERE SEEMED TO PAUL TO BE NOTHING SHORT OF MAGIC ABOUT IT. THERE WAS A BEAUTIFUL RESTRAINT ABOUT THE VOICE, WHICH GAVE HIM A SENSE BOTH OF POWER AND FEELING HELD BACK; BUT IT BROUGHT BEFORE HIM A SUDDEN PICTURE OF A GARDEN, AND THE SWEET LIFE OF THE FLOWERS AND LITTLE TREES, TAKING WHAT CAME, SUNSHINE AND RAIN, AND JUST LIVING AND SMILING, BREATHING FRAGRANT BREATH FROM MORNING TO NIGHT, AND SLEEPING A LIGHT SLEEP TILL THEY SHOULD WAKEN TO ANOTHER TRANQUIL DAY. HE LISTENED AS IF SPELLBOUND. THERE WERE BUT THREE VERSES, AND THOUGH HE COULD NOT REMEMBER THE WORDS, IT SEEMED AS though the rose spoke and told her dreams. HE COULD HAVE LISTENED FOR EVER; BUT THE VOICE MADE A SUDDEN STOP, NOT PROLONGING THE LAST NOTE, BUT KEEPING VERY CLOSELY TO THE TIME; THE PIPE PLAYED A LITTLE RUN, LIKE AN ECHO OF THE SONG, THE MAN STRUCK A BRISK CHORD ON THE LUTE—AND ALL WAS OVER. "BRAVELY PLAYED, JACK!" SAID THE SINGER; "NO MUSICIAN COULD HAVE PLAYED IT BETTER. YOU REMEMBERED WHAT I TOLD YOU, TO KEEP EACH NOTE SEPARATE, AND HAVE NO GLIDING. THIS SONG MUST TRIP FROM BEGINNING TO END, LIKE A BRISK BIRD that hops on the grass." Then he turned to Paul and, with a smile, said, "Reverend sir, how does my song please you?" "I NEVER HEARD ANYTHING MORE BEAUTIFUL," SAID PAUL SIMPLY. "I CANNOT SAY IT, BUT IT WAS LIKE A DOOR OPENED;" AND HE LOOKED AT THE MINSTREL WITH INTENT EYES;—"MAY I HEAR IT AGAIN?" "BOY," SAID THE SINGER GRAVELY, "I HAD RATHER HAVE SUCH A LOOK AS YOU GAVE ME DURING THE SONG THAN A GOLDEN CROWN. YOU WILL NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT I SAY, BUT YOU PAID ME THE homage of the pure heart, the best reward that the minstrel desires." THEN HE CONFERRED WITH THE OTHER BOY IN A LOW TONE, AND STRUCK A VERY SAD YET STRONG CHORD UPON HIS LUTE; AND THEN, WITH A GRAVE FACE, HE SANG WHAT TO PAUL SEEMED LIKE A DIRGE FOR A DEAD HERO WHO HAD DONE WITH MORTAL THINGS, AND whose death seemed more a triumph than a sorrow. When he had sung the first verse, the pipe came softly and sadly in, LIKE THE VOICE OF GRIEF THAT COULD NOT BE CONTROLLED, THE WEEPING OF THOSE ON WHOM LAY THE SHADOW OF LOSS. TO PAUL, IN A DIM WAY—FOR HE WAS BUT A CHILD—THE SONG SEEMED THE VOICE OF THE WORLD, LAMENTING ITS NOBLEST, YET TRIUMPHING IN THEIR GREATNESS, AND DESIROUS TO FOLLOW IN THEIR STEPS. IT BROUGHT BEFORE HIM ALL THE NATURAL SORROWS OF DEATH, THE CALL TO QUIT THE SWEET AND PLEASANT THINGS OF THE WORLD—A CALL THAT COULD NOT BE DENIED, AND THAT WAS IN ITSELF INDEED STRONGER AND EVEN SWEETER THAN THE DELIGHTS WHICH IT BADE ITS LISTENERS LEAVE. AND PAUL SEEMED TO WALK IN SOME STATELY PROCESSION OF MEN FAR OFF AND ANCIENT, WHO FOLLOWED A GREAT KING TO THE GRAVE, AND WHOSE HEARTS WERE TOO FULL OF WONDER TO THINK YET WHAT THEY HAD LOST. IT WAS AN UPLIFTING SADNESS; AND WHEN THE STERNER STRAIN CAME TO AN END, PAUL SAID VERY QUIETLY, PUTTING INTO WORDS THE THOUGHTS OF HIS FULL HEART, "I DID NOT THINK THAT DEATH COULD BE SO BEAUTIFUL." AND THE MINSTREL SMILED, BUT PAUL [9] [10] [11] [12] saw that his eyes were full of tears. THEN ALL AT ONCE THE MINSTREL STRUCK THE LUTE SWIFTLY AND LARGELY, AND SANG A SONG OF THOSE THAT MARCH TO VICTORY, NOT ELATED NOR EXCITED, BUT STRONG TO DARE AND TO DO; AND PAUL FELT HIS HEART BEAT WITHIN HIM, AND HE LONGED TO BE OF THE COMPANY. AFTER HE HAD SUNG THIS TO AN END, THERE WAS A SILENCE, AND THE MINSTREL SAID TO PAUL, YET AS THOUGH HALF SPEAKING TO HIMSELF, "THERE, MY SON, I HAVE GIVEN YOU A SPECIMEN OF MY ART; AND I THINK FROM YOUR LOOK THAT YOU MIGHT BE OF THE NUMBER OF THOSE THAT MAKE THESE RICH JEWELS THAT MEN CALL SONGS; AND SHOULD YOU TRY TO DO SO, BE MINDFUL OF THESE TWO THINGS: LET THEM BE PERFECT FIRST. YOU WILL MAKE MANY THAT ARE NOT PERFECT. IN SOME THE SOUL WILL BE WANTING; IN OTHERS THE BODY, IN A MANNER OF SPEAKING, WILL BE AMISS; FOR THEY ARE LIVING THINGS, THESE SONGS, AND HE THAT MAKES THEM IS A KIND OF GOD. WELL, IF YOU CANNOT MEND ONE, THROW IT ASIDE AND THINK NO MORE OF IT. DO NOT SAVE IT BECAUSE IT HAS SOME GRACIOUS TOUCH, FOR IN THIS ARE THE MASTERS OF THE CRAFT DIFFERENT FROM THE MERE MAKERS OF SONGS. THE MASTER WILL HAVE NOTHING BUT WHAT IS PERFECT WITHIN AND WITHOUT, WHILE THE LESSER CRAFTSMAN WILL SAVE A POOR SONG FOR THE SAKE OF A FINE LINE or phrase. "AND NEXT, YOU MUST DO IT FOR THE LOVE OF YOUR ART, AND NOT FOR THE PRAISE IT WINS YOU. THAT IS A POISONED WINE, OF WHICH IF YOU DRINK, YOU WILL NEVER KNOW THE PURE AND HIGH TRANQUILLITY OF SPIRIT THAT BEFITS A MASTER. THE MASTER MAY BE DISCOURAGED AND TROUBLED OFT, BUT HE MUST HAVE IN HIS SOUL A BLESSED PEACE, AND KNOW THE WORTH AND BEAUTY OF WHAT HE DOES; FOR THERE IS NOTHING NOBLER THAN TO MAKE BEAUTIFUL THINGS, AND TO ENLIGHTEN THE GENEROUS HEART. FIGHTING IS A FAIR TRADE, AND THOUGH IT IS NOBLE IN MUCH, YET ITS END IS TO DESTROY; BUT THE MASTER OF SONG MARS NOUGHT, BUT MAKES JOY;—AND that is the end of my sermon for the time. And now," he added briskly, "I must be going, for I have far to fare; but I shall PASS BY THIS WAY AGAIN, AND SHALL INQUIRE OF YOUR WELFARE; TELL ME YOUR NAME AND WHERE YOU LIVE." SO PAUL TOLD HIM, AND THEN ADDED TIMIDLY ENOUGH THAT HE WOULD FAIN KNOW HOW TO BEGIN TO PRACTISE HIS ART. "SILENCE!" SAID THE MINSTREL, RATHER FIERCELY; "THAT IS AN EVIL AND TIMOROUS THOUGHT. IF YOU ARE WORTHY, YOU WILL FIND THE WAY." AND SO IN THE HOT AFTERNOON HE SAID FAREWELL, AND WALKED LIGHTLY OFF. AND PAUL STOOD IN WONDER AND HOPE, AND SAW THE TWO FIGURES LEAVE THE FLAT, TAKE TO THE DOWN, AND WIND UP THE STEEP ROAD, EVER GROWING SMALLER, TILL THEY TOPPED THE RIDGE, WHERE THEY SEEMED TO STAND A moment larger than human; and presently they were lost from view. SO PAUL MADE HIS WAY HOME; AND WHEN HE PUSHED THE GATE OF HERITAGE OPEN, HE WONDERED TO THINK THAT HE COULD RECOLLECT NOTHING OF THE ROAD HE HAD TRAVERSED. HE WENT UP TO THE HOUSE AND ENTERED THE HALL. THERE SATE MISTRESS ALISON, READING IN A LITTLE BOOK. SHE CLOSED IT AS HE CAME IN, AND LOOKED AT HIM WITH A SMILE. PAUL WENT UP TO HER AND SAID, "MOTHER" (SO HE WAS USED TO CALL HER), "I HAVE HEARD SONGS TO-DAY SUCH AS I NEVER DREAMT OF, AND I PRAY YOU TO LET ME LEARN THE ART OF MAKING MUSIC; I MUST BE A MINSTREL." "'MUST' IS A GRAVE WORD, DEAR HEART," SAID MISTRESS ALISON, LOOKING SOMEWHAT SERIOUS; "BUT LET ME HEAR YOUR STORY FIRST." SO PAUL TOLD OF HIS MEETING WITH THE MINSTREL. MISTRESS ALISON SATE MUSING A LONG TIME, SMILING WHEN SHE MET PAUL'S EYE, TILL HE SAID AT LAST, "WILL YOU NOT SPEAK, MOTHER?" "I KNOW," SHE SAID AT LAST, "WHOM YOU HAVE MET, DEAR CHILD—THAT IS MARK, THE GREAT MINSTREL. HE TRAVELS ABOUT THE LAND, FOR HE IS A RESTLESS MAN, THOUGH THE KING HIMSELF WOULD HAVE HIM DWELL IN HIS COURT, AND MAKE MUSIC FOR HIM. YET I HAVE LOOKED FOR THIS DAY, THOUGH IT HAS COME WHEN I DID NOT EXPECT IT. AND NOW I MUST TELL YOU A STORY, PAUL, IN MY TURN. MANY YEARS AGO THERE WAS A BOY LIKE YOU, AND HE LOVED MUSIC TOO AND THE MAKING OF SONGS, AND HE GREW TO GREAT SKILL THEREIN. BUT IT WAS AT LAST HIS RUIN, FOR HE GOT TO LOVE RIOTOUS COMPANY AND FEASTING TOO WELL; AND SO HIS SKILL FORSOOK HIM, AS IT DOES THOSE THAT LIVE NOT CLEANLY AND NOBLY. AND HE MARRIED A YOUNG WIFE, HAVING WON HER BY HIS SONGS, AND A CHILD WAS BORN TO THEM. BUT THE MINSTREL FELL SICK AND PRESENTLY DIED, AND HIS LAST PRAYER WAS THAT HIS SON MIGHT NOT KNOW THE TEMPTATION OF SONG. AND HIS WIFE LINGERED A LITTLE, BUT SHE SOON PINED AWAY, FOR HER HEART WAS BROKEN WITHIN HER; AND SHE TOO DIED. AND NOW, PAUL, LISTEN, FOR THE TRUTH MUST BE TOLD—YOU ARE THAT CHILD, THE SON OF SORROW AND TEARS. AND HERE YOU HAVE LIVED WITH ME ALL YOUR LIFE; BUT BECAUSE THE TALE WAS A SAD ONE, I HAVE FORBORNE TO TELL IT YOU. I HAVE WAITED AND WONDERED TO SEE WHETHER THE GIFT OF THE FATHER IS GIVEN TO THE SON; AND SOMETIMES I HAVE THOUGHT IT MIGHT BE YOURS, AND SOMETIMES I HAVE DOUBTED. AND NOW, CHILD, WE WILL TALK OF THIS NO MORE TO-DAY, FOR IT IS ILL TO DECIDE IN HASTE. THINK WELL over what I have said, and see if it makes a difference in your wishes. I have told you all the tale." NOW THE STORY THAT MISTRESS ALISON HAD TOLD HIM DWELT VERY MUCH IN PAUL'S MIND THAT NIGHT; BUT IT SEEMED TO HIM STRANGE AND FAR OFF, AND HE DID NOT DOUBT WHAT THE END SHOULD BE. IT WAS AS THOUGH THE SIGHT OF THE MINSTREL, HIS SONGS AND WORDS, HAD OPENED A WINDOW IN HIS MIND, AND THAT HE SAW OUT OF IT A STRANGE AND ENCHANTED COUNTRY, OF WOODS AND STREAMS, WITH A LIGHT OF EVENING OVER IT, BOUNDED BY FAR-OFF HILLS, ALL BLUE AND FAINT, AMONG WHICH SOME BEAUTIFUL THING WAS HIDDEN FOR HIM TO FIND; IT SEEMED TO CALL HIM SOFTLY TO COME; THE TREES SMILED UPON HIM, THE VOICE OF THE STREAMS BADE HIM make haste—it all waited for him, like a country waiting for its lord to come and take possession. THEN IT SEEMED TO HIM THAT HIS SOUL SLIPPED LIKE A BIRD FROM THE WINDOW, AND RISING IN THE AIR OVER THAT MAGICAL LAND, BEAT ITS WINGS SOFTLY IN THE PALE HEAVEN; AND THEN LIKE A DOVE THAT KNOWS, BY SOME INBORN MYSTERIOUS ART, WHICH WAY ITS PATH LIES, HIS SPIRIT PAUSED UPON THE BREEZE, AND THEN SAILED OUT ACROSS THE TREE-TOPS. WHITHER? PAUL KNEW NOT. AND SO AT last he slipped into a quiet sleep. HE WOKE IN THE MORNING ALL OF A SUDDEN, WITH A KIND OF TRANQUIL JOY AND PURPOSE; AND WHEN HE WAS DRESSED, AND GONE INTO THE HALL, HE FOUND MISTRESS ALISON SITTING IN HER CHAIR BESIDE THE TABLE LAID FOR THEIR MEAL. SHE WAS SILENT AND LOOKED TROUBLED, AND PAUL WENT UP SOFTLY TO HER, AND KISSED HER AND SAID, "I HAVE CHOSEN." SHE DID NOT NEED TO ASK HIM WHAT HE HAD CHOSEN, BUT PUT HER ARM ABOUT HIM AND SAID, "THEN, DEAR PAUL, BE CONTENT—AND WE WILL HAVE ONE MORE DAY together, the last of the old days; and to-morrow shall the new life begin." SO THE TWO PASSED A LONG AND QUIET DAY TOGETHER. FOR TO THE WISE AND LOVING-HEARTED WOMAN THIS WAS THE LAST OF SWEET DAYS, AND HER SOUL WENT OUT TO THE PAST WITH A GREAT HUNGER OF LOVE; BUT SHE STILLED IT AS WAS HER WONT, SAYING TO [13] [14] [15] [16] HERSELF THAT THIS DEAR PASSAGE OF LIFE HAD HITHERTO ONLY BEEN LIKE THE CLEAR TRICKLING OF A WOODLAND SPRING, WHILE THE LOVE OF THE FATHER'S HEART WAS AS IT WERE A GREAT RIVER OF LOVE MARCHING SOFTLY TO A WIDE SEA, ON WHICH RIVER THE VERY WORLD ITSELF floated like a flower-bloom between widening banks. AND INDEED IF ANY HAD WATCHED THEM THAT DAY, IT WOULD HAVE SEEMED THAT SHE WAS THE SERENER; FOR THE THOUGHT OF THE LIFE THAT LAY BEFORE HIM WORKED LIKE WINE IN THE HEART OF PAUL, AND HE COULD ONLY BY AN EFFORT BRING HIMSELF BACK TO LOVING LOOKS AND OFFICES OF TENDERNESS. THEY SPENT THE WHOLE DAY TOGETHER, FOR THE MOST PART IN A PEACEFUL SILENCE; AND AT LAST THE SUN WENT DOWN, AND A COOL BREEZE CAME UP OUT OF THE WEST, LADEN WITH SCENT FROM MILES AND MILES OF GRASS AND flowers, which seemed to bear with it the fragrant breath of myriads of sweet living things. THEN THEY ATE TOGETHER WHAT WAS THE LAST MEAL THEY WERE TO TAKE THUS ALONE. AND AT LAST MISTRESS ALISON WOULD HAVE PAUL GO TO REST. AND SO SHE TOOK HIS HAND IN HERS, AND SAID, "DEAR CHILD, THE GOOD YEARS ARE OVER NOW; BUT YOU WILL NOT FORGET THEM; ONLY LEAN UPON THE FATHER, FOR HE IS VERY STRONG; AND REMEMBER THAT THOUGH THE VOICE OF MELODY IS SWEET, YET THE LOVING HEART IS DEEPER YET." AND THEN PAUL SUDDENLY BROKE OUT INTO A PASSION OF WEEPING, AND KISSED HIS OLD FRIEND ON HAND AND CHEEK AND LIPS; AND THEN HE BURST AWAY, ASHAMED, IF THE TRUTH BE TOLD, THAT HIS LOVE WAS NOT DEEPER than he found it to be. HE SLEPT A LIGHT SLEEP THAT NIGHT, HIS HEAD PILLOWED ON HIS HAND, WITH MANY STRANGE DREAMS RANGING THROUGH HIS HEAD. AMONG OTHER FANCIES, SOME SWEET, SOME DARK, HE HEARD A DELICATE PASSAGE OF MELODY PLAYED, IT SEEMED TO HIM, BY THREE SILVER-SOUNDING FLUTES, SO DELICATE THAT HE COULD HARDLY CONTAIN HIMSELF FOR GLADNESS; BUT AMONG HIS SADDER DREAMS WAS ONE OF A LITTLE MAN HABITED LIKE A MINSTREL WHO PLAYED AN UGLY ENCHANTED KIND OF MELODY ON A STRINGED LUTE, AND SMILED A TREACHEROUS SMILE AT HIM; PAUL WOKE IN A SORT OF FEVER OF THE SPIRIT; AND RISING FROM HIS BED, FELT THE FLOOR COOL TO HIS FEET, AND DREW HIS CURTAIN ASIDE; IN A TENDER RADIANCE OF DAWN HE SAW THE BARN, DEEP IN SHADOW, IN THE LITTLE GARDEN; AND OVER THEM A LITTLE WOOD-END THAT HE KNEW WELL BY DAY—A SIMPLE PLACE ENOUGH—BUT NOW IT HAD A SORT OF MAGICAL DREAMING AIR; THE MIST LAY SOFTLY ABOUT IT LIKE THE BREATH OF SLEEP; AND THE TREES, STRETCHING WISTFULLY THEIR LEAFY ARMS, SEEMED TO HIM TO BE FULL OF SILENT PRAYER, OR TO BE HIDING WITHIN THEM SOME DIVINE SECRET THAT MIGHT NOT BE SHOWN TO MORTAL EYES. HE LOOKED LONG AT THIS; AND PRESENTLY WENT BACK TO HIS BED, AND SHIVERED IN A DELICIOUS WARMTH, WHILE OUTSIDE, VERY GRADUALLY, CAME THE PEACEFUL STIR OF MORNING. A BIRD OR TWO FLUTED DROWSILY IN THE BUSHES; THEN ANOTHER FURTHER AWAY WOULD JOIN HIS SLENDER SONG; A COCK CREW CHEERILY IN A DISTANT GRANGE, AND SOON IT WAS BROAD DAY. PRESENTLY THE HOUSE BEGAN TO BE SOFTLY ASTIR; AND THE FAINT FRAGRANCE OF AN EARLY KINDLED FIRE OF WOOD STOLE INTO THE ROOM. THEN, WORN OUT BY HIS LONG VIGIL, HE FELL ASLEEP AGAIN; AND SOON WAKING, KNEW IT TO BE LATER THAN WAS HIS WONT, AND DRESSED WITH HASTE. HE CAME DOWN, AND HEARD VOICES IN THE HALL; HE WENT IN, AND THERE SAW MISTRESS ALISON IN HER CHAIR; AND ON THE HEARTH, TALKING GAILY AND CHEERILY, STOOD MARK THE MINSTREL. THEY MADE A PAUSE WHEN HE CAME IN. MARK EXTENDED HIS HAND, WHICH PAUL TOOK WITH A KIND OF REVERENCE. THEN MISTRESS ALISON, WITH HER SWEET OLD SMILE, SAID TO PAUL, "SO YOU MADE A PILGRIMAGE TO THE WELL OF THE HEART'S DESIRE, DEAR PAUL? WELL, YOU HAVE YOUR WISH, AND VERY SOON; FOR HERE IS A MASTER FOR YOU, IF YOU WILL SERVE HIM." "NOT A LIGHT SERVICE, PAUL," SAID MARK GRAVELY, "BUT A TRUE ONE. I CAN TAKE YOU WITH ME WHEN YOU MAY GO, FOR MY BOY JACK IS FALLEN SICK WITH A STROKE OF THE SUN, AND MUST BIDE AT HOME AWHILE." THEY LOOKED AT PAUL, TO SEE WHAT HE WOULD SAY. "OH, I WILL GO GLADLY," HE SAID, "IF I MAY." AND THEN HE FELT HE HAD NOT SPOKEN lovingly; so he kissed Mistress Alison, who smiled, but somewhat sadly, and said, "Yes, Paul—I understand." SO WHEN THE MEAL WAS OVER, PAUL'S SMALL BAGGAGE WAS MADE READY, AND HE KISSED MISTRESS ALISON—AND THEN SHE SAID TO MARK WITH A SUDDEN LOOK, "YOU WILL TAKE CARE OF HIM?" "OH, HE SHALL BE SAFE WITH ME," SAID MARK, "AND IF HE BE APT AND FAITHFUL, HE SHALL LEARN HIS TRADE, AS FEW CAN LEARN IT." AND THEN PAUL SAID HIS GOOD-BYE, AND WALKED AWAY WITH MARK; AND HIS HEART WAS SO FULL OF GLADNESS THAT HE STEPPED OUT LIGHTLY AND BLITHELY, AND HARDLY LOOKED BACK. BUT AT THE TURN OF THE ROAD HE STOPPED, WHILE MARK SEEMED TO CONSIDER HIM GRAVELY. THE THREE THAT WERE TO ABIDE, MISTRESS ALISON, AND THE MAID, AND THE OLD GARDENER, STOOD AT THE DOOR AND WAVED THEIR HANDS; THE OLD HOUSE SEEMED TO LOOK FONDLY OUT OF ITS WINDOWS AT HIM, AS THOUGH IT HAD A HEART; AND THE VERY TREES SEEMED TO WAVE HIM A SOFT FAREWELL. PAUL WAVED HIS HAND TOO, AND A TEAR CAME INTO HIS EYES; BUT HE WAS EAGER TO BE GONE; AND INDEED, IN HIS HEART, HE FELT ALMOST JEALOUS OF even the gentle grasp of his home upon his heart. And so Mark and Paul set out for the south. II OF THE LIFE THAT PAUL LIVED WITH MARK I MUST NOT HERE TELL; BUT BEFORE HE GREW TO FULL MANHOOD HE HAD LEARNED HIS ART WELL. MARK WAS A STRICT MASTER, BUT NOT IMPATIENT. THE ONLY THING THAT ANGERED HIM WAS CARELESSNESS OR LISTLESSNESS; AND PAUL WAS AN APT AND UNTIRING PUPIL, AND LEARNT SO EASILY AND DEFTLY THAT MARK WAS OFTEN ASTONISHED. "HOW DID YOU LEARN that?" he said one day suddenly to Paul when the boy was practising on the lute, and played a strange soft cadence, of a KIND THAT MARK HAD NEVER HEARD. THE BOY WAS STARTLED BY THE QUESTION, FOR HE HAD NOT THOUGHT THAT MARK WAS LISTENING TO HIM. HE LOOKED UP WITH A BLUSH AND TURNED HIS EYES ON MARK. "IS IT NOT RIGHT?" HE SAID. "I DID NOT LEARN IT; IT COMES from somewhere in my mind." PAUL LEARNT TO PLAY SEVERAL INSTRUMENTS, BOTH WIND AND STRING. SOMETIMES HE LOVED ONE SORT THE BEST, SOMETIMES THE OTHER. THE WIND INSTRUMENTS OF WOOD HAD TO HIM A KIND OF SOFT MAGIC, LIKE THE VOICE OF A GENTLE SPIRIT, A SPIRIT THAT DWELT IN LONELY UNVISITED PLACES, AND COMMUNED MORE WITH THINGS OF EARTH THAN THE HEARTS OF MEN. IN THE FLUTES AND BASSOONS SEEMED TO HIM TO DWELL THE VOICES OF AIRS THAT MURMURED IN THE THICKETS, THE SOFT GLIDING OF STREAMS, THE CROONING OF SERENE BIRDS, THE PEACE OF NOONDAY, THE WELLING OF CLEAR SPRINGS, THE BEAUTY OF LITTLE WAVES, THE BRIGHT THOUGHTS OF STARS. SOMETIMES IN CERTAIN MODES, THEY COULD BE SAD, BUT IT WAS THE SADNESS OF LONELY HOMELESS THINGS, OLD DREAMING SPIRITS OF [17] [18] [19] [20] [21] WIND AND WAVE, NOT THE SADNESS OF SUCH THINGS AS HAD KNOWN LOVE AND LOST WHAT THEY HAD LOVED, BUT THE MELANCHOLY OF SUCH FORLORN BEINGS AS BY THEIR NATURE WERE SHUT OUT FROM THE LOVE THAT DWELLS ABOUT THE FIRELIT HEARTH AND THE OLD ROOFS OF HOMESTEADS. IT WAS THE SADNESS OF THE WIND THAT WAILS IN DESOLATE PLACES, KNOWING THAT IT IS LONELY, BUT NOT KNOWING WHAT IT DESIRES; OR THE SOFT SIGHING OF TREES THAT MURMUR ALL TOGETHER IN A FOREST, DREAMING EACH ITS OWN DREAM, BUT WITH NO thought of comradeship or desire. THE METAL INSTRUMENTS, OUT OF WHICH THE CUNNING BREATH COULD DRAW BRIGHT MUSIC, SEEMED TO HIM SOULLESS TOO IN A SORT, BUT SHRILL AND ENLIVENING. THESE CLARIONS AND TRUMPETS SPOKE TO HIM OF BRISK MORNING WINDS, OR THE COLD SHARP PLUNGE OF GREEN WAVES THAT LEAP IN TRIUMPH UPON ROCKS. TO SUCH SOUNDS HE FANCIED WARRIORS MARCHING OUT AT MORNING, WITH THE JOY OF FIGHT IN THEIR HEARTS, MEANING TO DEAL GREAT BLOWS, TO SLAY AND BE SLAIN, AND HARDLY THINKING OF WHAT WOULD COME AFTER, so sharp and swift an eagerness of spirit held them; but these instruments he loved less. BEST OF ALL HE LOVED THE RESOUNDING STRINGS THAT COULD BE TWANGED BY THE QUILL, OR SWEPT INTO A HEAVENLY MELODY BY THE FINGER-TIPS, OR THROB BENEATH THE STRONGLY DRAWN BOW. IN ALL OF THESE LAY THE SECRETS OF THE HEART; IN THESE PAUL HEARD SPEAK THE BRIGHT DREAMS OF THE CHILD, THE VAGUE HOPES OF GROWING BOY OR GIRL, THE PASSIONATE DESIRES OF LOVE, THE SILENT LOYALTY OF EQUAL FRIENDSHIP, THE DREARINESS OF THE DEJECTED SPIRIT, WHOSE HOPES HAVE SET LIKE THE SUN SMOULDERING TO HIS FALL, THE REBELLIOUS GRIEF OF THE HEART THAT LOSES WHAT IT LOVES, THE DARKENING FEARS THAT BEGIN TO ROLL ABOUT THE AGEING MIND, like clouds that weep on mountain tops, and the despair of sinners, finding the evil too strong. BEST OF ALL IT WAS WHEN ALL THESE INSTRUMENTS COULD CONSPIRE TOGETHER TO WEAVE A SUDDEN DREAM OF BEAUTY THAT SEEMED TO GUARD A SECRET. WHAT WAS THE SECRET? IT SEEMED SO NEAR TO PAUL SOMETIMES, AS IF HE WERE LIKE A MAN VERY NEAR THE EDGE OF SOME MOUNTAIN FROM WHICH HE MAY PEEP INTO AN UNKNOWN VALLEY. SOMETIMES IT WAS FAR AWAY. BUT IT WAS THERE, HE DOUBTED NOT, THOUGH IT HID ITSELF. IT WAS LIKE A DANCE OF FAIRIES IN A FOREST GLADE, WHICH A MAN COULD HALF DISCERN THROUGH THE SCREENING LEAVES; BUT, WHEN HE GAINS THE PLACE, HE SEES NOTHING BUT TALL FLOWERS WITH DROOPING BELLS, BUSHES set with buds, large-leaved herbs, all with a silent, secret, smiling air, as though they said, "We have seen, we could tell." PAUL SEEMED VERY NEAR THIS BAFFLING SECRET AT TIMES; IN THE DEWY SILENCE OF MORNINGS, JUST BEFORE THE SUN COMES UP, WHEN FAMILIAR WOODS AND TREES STAND IN A SORT OF MUSING HAPPINESS; AT NIGHT WHEN THE SKY IS THICKLY SOWN WITH STARS, OR WHEN THE MOON RISES IN A SOFT HUSH AND SILVERS THE SLEEPING POOL; OR WHEN THE SUN GOES DOWN IN A RICH POMP, TRAILING A GREAT GLOW OF SPLENDOUR WITH HIM AMONG CLOUDY ISLANDS, ALL FLUSHED WITH FIERY RED. WHEN THE SUN WITHDREW HIMSELF THUS, FLYING AND FLARING TO THE WEST, BEHIND THE BOUGHS OF LEAFLESS TREES, WHAT WAS THE HIDDEN SECRET PRESENCE THAT STOOD THERE AS IT WERE FINGER ON LIP, INVITING YET DENYING? PAUL KNEW WITHIN HIMSELF THAT IF HE COULD BUT SAY OR SING THIS, THE WORLD would never forget. But he could not yet. THEN, TOO, PAUL LEARNED THE MAGIC OF WORDS, THE MELODIOUS ACCENT OF LETTERS, SOMETIMES SO SWEET, SOMETIMES SO harsh; then the growing phrase, the word that beckons as it were other words to join it trippingly; the thought that draws THE BLOOD TO THE BRAIN, AND SETS THE HEART BEATING SWIFTLY—HE LEARNED THE WORDS THAT SOUND LIKE FAR-OFF BELLS, OR THAT WAKE A GENTLE ECHO IN THE SPIRIT, THE WORDS THAT BURN INTO THE HEART, AND MAKE THE HEARER ASHAMED OF ALL THAT IS HARD AND LOW. BUT HE LEARNED, TOO, THAT THE CRAFTSMAN IN WORDS MUST NOT BUILD UP HIS SONG WORD BY WORD, AS A MAN FETCHES BRICKS TO MAKE A WALL; BUT THAT HE MUST SEE THE WHOLE THOUGHT CLEAR FIRST, IN A KIND OF DIVINE FLASH, SO THAT WHEN HE TURNS FOR words to write it, he finds them piled to his hand. ALL THESE THINGS PAUL LEARNT, AND DAY BY DAY HE SUFFERED ALL THE SWEET SURPRISES AND JOYS OF ART. THERE WERE DAYS THAT WERE NOT SO, WHEN THE STRINGS JANGLED AIMLESSLY, AND SEEMED TO HAVE NO SOUL IN THEM; DAYS WHEN IT APPEARED THAT THE CLOUD COULD NOT LIFT, AS THOUGH LIGHT AND MUSIC TOGETHER WERE DEAD IN THE WORLD—BUT THESE DAYS WERE FEW; AND PAUL GROWING ACTIVE AND STRONG, CARING LITTLE WHAT HE ATE AND DRANK, TASTING NO WINE, BECAUSE IT FEVERED HIM AT FIRST, AND THEN LEFT HIM ILL AT EASE, KNOWING NO EVIL OR LUXURIOUS THOUGHTS, SLEEPING LIGHTLY AND HARDLY, FOUND HIS SPIRITS VERY PURE AND PLENTIFUL; OR IF HE WAS SAD, IT WAS A CLEAR SADNESS THAT HAD SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL WITHIN IT, AND DWELT NOT ON ANY PAST GROSSNESS OF HIS OWN, BUT UPON THE THOUGHT THAT ALL BEAUTIFUL THINGS CAN BUT LIVE FOR A TIME, AND MUST THEN BE LAID AWAY IN the darkness and in the cold. SO PAUL GREW UP KNOWING NEITHER FRIENDSHIP NOR LOVE, ONLY STIRRED AT THE SIGHT OF A BEAUTIFUL FACE, A SHAPELY HAND, OR A SLENDER FORM; BY A GRATEFUL WONDER FOR WHAT WAS SO FAIR; UNTAINTED BY ANY DESIRE TO MASTER IT, OR MAKE IT HIS OWN; LIVING ONLY FOR HIS ART, AND WITH A SORT OF BLIND DEVOTION TO MARK, WHOM HE SOON EXCELLED, THOUGH HE KNEW IT NOT. MARK ONCE SAID TO HIM, WHEN PAUL HAD MADE A SONG OF SOME OLD FORGOTTEN SORROW, "HOW DO YOU KNOW ALL THIS, BOY? YOU HAVE NOT suffered, you have not lived!" "Oh," said Paul gaily, knowing it to be praise, "my heart tells me it is so." PAUL, TOO, AS HE GREW TO MANHOOD, FOUND HIMSELF WITH A VOICE THAT WAS NOT LOUD, BUT TRUE—A VOICE THAT THRILLED THOSE WHO HEARD IT THROUGH AND THROUGH; BUT IT SEEMED STRANGE THAT HE FELT NOT WHAT HE MADE OTHER MEN FEEL; RATHER HIS MUSIC WAS LIKE A STILL POOL THAT CAN REFLECT ALL THAT IS ABOVE IT, THE SOMBRE TREE, THE BIRDS THAT FLY OVER, THE STARRY SILENCE OF THE night, the angry redness of the dawn. IT WAS ON ONE OF HIS JOURNEYS WITH MARK THAT THE NEWS OF MISTRESS ALISON'S DEATH REACHED HIM. MARK TOLD HIM VERY CAREFULLY AND TENDERLY, AND WHILE HE REPEATED THE THREE OR FOUR BROKEN WORDS IN WHICH MISTRESS ALISON HAD TRIED TO SEND A LAST MESSAGE TO PAUL—FOR THE END HAD COME VERY SUDDENLY—MARK HIMSELF FOUND HIS VOICE FALTER, AND HIS EYES FILL WITH TEARS. PAUL HAD, AT THAT SIGHT, CRIED A LITTLE; BUT HIS LIFE AT THE HO...