Naguib Mahfouz Adrift on the Nile First published in 1966 Translated by Frances Liardet Translation first published in 1993 Contents 1 .................................................................................................................................................................. 3 2 .................................................................................................................................................................. 6 3 .................................................................................................................................................................. 8 4 ................................................................................................................................................................ 13 5 ................................................................................................................................................................ 17 6 ................................................................................................................................................................ 20 7 ................................................................................................................................................................ 25 8 ................................................................................................................................................................ 32 9 ................................................................................................................................................................ 36 10 .............................................................................................................................................................. 41 11 .............................................................................................................................................................. 45 12 .............................................................................................................................................................. 49 13 .............................................................................................................................................................. 51 14 .............................................................................................................................................................. 54 15 .............................................................................................................................................................. 57 16 .............................................................................................................................................................. 62 17 .............................................................................................................................................................. 65 18 .............................................................................................................................................................. 69 About the Author ...................................................................................................................................... 76 BOOK JACKET ............................................................................................................................................ 76 CRITICAL ACCLAIM FOR NAGUIB MAHFOUZ ............................................................................................. 76 Adrift on the Nile 1 April. Month of dust and lies. The long, high-ceilinged office a gloomy storeroom for cigarette smoke. On the shelves the files enjoy an easeful death. How diverting they must find the civil servant at work, carrying out, with utterly serious mien, utterly trivial tasks. Recording the arrival of registered post. Filing. Incoming mail. Outgoing mail. Ants, cockroaches, and spiders, and the smell of dust stealing in through the closed windows. "Have you finished that report?" the Head of Department asked. Anis Zaki replied indolently. "Yes," he said. "I've sent it to the Director General." The Head gave him a piercing look that glinted glassily, like a beam of light, through his thick spectacles. Had he caught Anis grinning like an imbecile at nothing? But people were used to putting up with such nonsense in April, month of dust and lies. The Head of Department began to be overtaken by an odd, involuntary movement. It spread through all the parts of his body that could be seen above the desk--slow and undulating, but visibly progressing. Gradually, he began to swell up. The swelling spread from his chest to his neck, to his face, and then over his entire head. Anis stared fixedly at his boss as the swelling obliterated the features and contours of his face and finally turned the man into a great globe of flesh. It appeared that he had grown lighter in some astonishing way, for the globe proceeded to rise, slowly at first, and then gradually more swiftly, until it flew up like a gas balloon and stuck, bobbing, to the ceiling. . . . "Why are you looking at the ceiling, Mr. Zaki?" the Head of Department asked. Caught again. Eyes stared at him in pitying mockery. Heads were shaken regretfully in ostentatious sympathy for the boss. Let the stars bear witness to that! Even the midges and the frogs have better manners. The asp itself did the Queen of Egypt a great favor. But you, my colleagues? There is no good in you; my only comfort lies in the words of that dear friend who said: "Come and live on the houseboat. You won't have to pay a millieme. Just get everything ready for us." With sudden resolution he began to deal with a pile of letters. Dear Sir: With reference to your letter reference number 1911, dated February 2, 1964, and to the communication pertaining, reference number 2008, dated March 28, 1964: I have the honor of informing you . . . Filtering in along with the smell of dust, a song from a radio in the street: "Mama, the moon is at the door." He paused, pen in hand, and muttered: "Wonderful!" "Lucky you, with no worries," said a colleague on his right. Damn the lot of you. Timeservers every one. Waiting for a dream that will never come true, you turn your silly tricks. I am the only miracle here, speeding--without a rocket--into outer space. . . . The office boy came in. Anis felt his stomach rumble, and asked for one coffee, no sugar. "You'll find it on your desk," the office boy replied, "when you come back from seeing the Director General." And so Anis, tall and big--heavy-boned, though, not fat--left the room. Once in the Director General's office, he stood meekly in front of the desk. The Director's bald head remained bowed over the papers he was perusing, looking to Anis like an upturned boat . . . With his last scrap of willpower Anis drove away such distracting thoughts. Distraction at this point would have the most dire consequences. The man lifted his lined, angular face to fix Anis with a bristling glare. What error could have crept into the report that he had taken such pains to compile? "I asked you to write a detailed report on the movement of incoming correspondence for last month," the Director said. "Yes, sir, and I've presented it to you, sir." "Is this it?" Anis glanced at the report. On the cover he read, in his own handwriting: _Report on Incoming Correspondence for the month of March--for the attention of the Director General of the Archives Department._ "That's it, sir." "Look at it and read it." He saw one line, clearly written, followed by a blank space. Dumbfounded, he turned over the remaining pages. Then he gaped like an imbecile at the Director General. "Read it!" the man said angrily. "Sir--I wrote it out word for word . . ." "Would you care to tell me how it has vanished?" "Really, it's a complete mystery to me! . . ." "But you _can_ see before you the marks made by the pen nib?" "Marks made by the pen nib . . . ?" "Give me this magic pen of yours!" the Director said, and, brusquely taking the pen from Anis, he began to score lines on the cover of the report. None of the lines came out on the paper. "There isn't a single drop of ink in it!" said the Director. Consternation spread over Anis' broad face. "You began writing this line here, and then the ink ran out," the Director continued caustically. "But you carried on!" Anis said nothing. "You failed to notice that the pen was not writing!" Anis made a perplexed gesture. "Can you tell me, Mr. Zaki, how this could have happened?" How indeed. How did life first creep into the mosses in the cracks of the rocks, in the ocean depths? "You're not blind, as far as I'm aware, Mr. Zaki." Anis hung his head. "I shall answer for you. You did not see what was on the page, because you were . . . drugged!" "Sir!" "It's the truth. And a truth which is known, furthermore, to everyone right down to the office boys and porters. I am not a preacher. Nor am I responsible for your well-being. You may do with yourself as you please. But I have the right to demand that you refrain from doping yourself during working hours." "Sir!" "Enough sir-ing and demurring. Be so good as to comply with my humble request and leave your habit at home." Anis protested. "As God is my witness--I am ill!" "The eternal invalid, that is what you are." "Don't believe what . . ." "I only have to look into your eyes!" "It's illness--nothing else!" "All I can see is that your eyes are red, cloudy, heavy . . ." "Don't listen to talk! . . ." ". . . and they look inward, instead of outward like the rest of God's creatures!" The Director's hands, covered with bushy white hairs, made a threatening gesture. Sharply, he said: "There are limits to my patience. But there is no end to a slippery slope. Do not tumble down it. You are in your forties, which should be a time of maturity. So stop this tomfoolery." Anis took two steps backward, preparing to leave. "I shall only cut two days' pay from your salary," the man added. "But beware of any repetition of this episode." As he moved toward the door, Anis heard the Director General say contemptuously: "When will you learn the difference between a government department and a smoking den?" On his return to the department, heads were raised and turned inquisitively in his direction. Ignoring them, he sat down and gazed at his cup of coffee. He became aware of a colleague leaning over to him, no doubt to ask him all about it. "Mind your own business," he muttered angrily. He took an inkwell out of the drawer and began to fill his pen. He would have to rewrite the report. "Movement of Incoming Correspondence." It was not a movement at all, really. It was a revolution around a fixed axis, round and round, distracted by its own futility. Round and round it went, and the only thing that came of it was an endless revolution. And in the whirling giddiness everything of value disappeared: medicine and science and law, family forgotten back home in the village, a wife and small daughter lying under the earth. Words once blazing with zeal now buried under a mountain of ice. . . . Not a man was left on the road. The doors and windows were closed. And the dust flew up under the horses' hooves, and the Mameluke soldiery let loose yells of joy on the road to the hunt; any man abroad in the quarters of Margush or Gamaliya was made a target for their skill, and the victims' cries were drowned by the yells of mad joy, and the bereaved mother screamed: "Mercy, O kings!" and the hunter bore down on her on that day of sport; and the coffee grew cold and the taste of it changed, and the Mameluke still roared, grinning from ear to ear, and a headache came and the vision fled, and still the Mameluke laughed. And they hurled down curses and made the dust fly, reveling in splendor, reveling in torture . . . A cheerful animation spread through the gloomy room. It was time to go home. 2 The houseboat lay still on the leaden waters of the Nile, as familiar to him as a face. To the right there was an empty space, once occupied by another houseboat before the current swept it away, and to the left, on a wide bank of the shore, a simple mosque surrounded by a mud-brick wall and spread with shabby matting. Anis approached the houseboat, passing through a white wooden gate in a hedge of violet and jasmine. Amm Abduh, the night watchman, rose to greet him, his gigantic frame topping the slats and palm branches that composed the roof of his mud-brick hut. Anis made for the gangway of the houseboat, walking down a tiled path that was flanked on each side by a grassy space. To the right of the path, in the middle of the grass, there was a watercress bed, while far over to the left, a wilderness of hyacinth bean lay like a backdrop behind a towering guava tree. The sun's rays beat down, fierce and insistent, through an arbor of eucalyptus branches that spread from the roadside trees to shade the small garden. He changed his clothes and went to sit, dressed in his long white tunic, in the doorway of the balcony overlooking the Nile. He welcomed the gentle breeze, letting it caress him tenderly, letting his eyes wander over the expanse of water, which could have been still and motionless, not a ripple, not a sparkle could he see. But it carried the voices clearly from the houseboats moored in a long line on the opposite bank, beneath the evergreens and acacia trees. He sighed, loud enough for Amm Abduh--who was setting the small table next to the right- hand wall, a couple of meters from the refrigerator--to ask him: "All's well, I hope?" "A disgusting, rotten atmosphere today," Anis muttered, turning toward him, "drove away my good mood." "But you always come back in the end to the good atmosphere here." The old man never ceased to excite his admiration. He was like something great and ancient, rooted in time. Vitality leaped from his deeply lined eyes. Perhaps those deep furrows were what awed him; or perhaps it was the clump of thick white hair that sprang like date blossoms from the neck of his robe. And the robe itself, coarse calico, hanging like a drape over a statue, hanging straight down unhindered. No flesh, really, just skin and bone. But what bones! He was built like a giant, and his head grazed the ceiling of the houseboat. There was an attraction about his whole being that was irresistible. He was a true symbol of resistance in the face of death. That was why Anis liked talking to him so much, in spite of their acquaintance of barely a month. Anis rose and took his place at the table. He began to eat a chop, holding it in his fingers. He gazed at the wooden partition, painted with sky-blue distemper. He followed the progress of a small gecko as it scuttled across the partition to secrete itself behind a light switch. The gecko reminded him of the Head of Department. Why was that? A sudden question plagued him. Did the Fatimid Caliph Mu'izz li-Din Illah have any living descendants who might one day rise to claim the throne of Cairo as their own? "How old are you, Amm Abduh?" he asked. Amm Abduh was standing behind the folding screen that concealed the outer door, and looking down at him from above like a cypress tree towering among the clouds. He smiled, as if he had not taken the question seriously. "How old am I?" Anis nodded, licking his lips. The old man spoke again. "Who knows?" I am no expert when it comes to guessing ages, but more than likely he was walking the earth before a single tree was planted along this street. He is still so strong, given his age, that one can hardly believe it. He looks after the big floats under the houseboat, and pulls the boat on a rope to a new berth whenever it is necessary, and it follows him obediently; he waters the plants, he leads the prayer, and he is a good cook. "Have you always lived alone in that hut?" Anis continued. "There's only just enough room for me on my own!" "Where did you come from, Amm Abduh?" he asked next, but the old man merely said: "Ah!" "Don't you have relatives in Cairo?" "No one." "We have that in common at least. . . . You are an excellent cook, by the way." "Thank you." "And you eat more than is good for someone of your age." "I eat what I can digest." Anis contemplated the remains of the chop. One day, all that would be left of the Head of Department would be bones like those. How he would love to see him being called to account on Judgment Day! He began to peel a banana, and continued his inquiries. "When did you come to work on the houseboat?" "When they brought it to this berth." "When was that?" "Oh . . ." "And does it have the same owner now as it did then?" "There has been one owner after another here." "And do you like your job?" "I _am_ the houseboat!" Amm Abduh replied proudly. "Because I am the ropes and floats, and if I forgot my duties for a minute it would sink or be carried away by the current!" His simple pride was appealing. Anis chuckled, and gazed at him for a moment before asking: "What is the most important thing in the world?" "To be hale and hearty." There was something mysterious and magical about his reply that made Anis laugh for a long time. Then he asked: "When was the last time you loved a woman?" "Well!" "Have you found nothing else to make you happy, after love?" "Prayer is my comfort now." "Your voice is beautiful when you call them to prayer," Anis remarked, and then he added merrily: "Even so, you're not too holy to go and fetch the kif, or bring back one of the street girls for us!" Amm Abduh guffawed, throwing back his head with its white skullcap. He did not reply. "Isn't that so?" Amm Abduh passed one big hand over his face. "I serve the gentlemen," he said simply. But no. No, it was not just that. He was the houseboat, as he had said. The ropes and floats, the plants, the food, the women, the prayers. Taking a towel, Anis went through a side door to wash his hands at the basin, and came back, saying to himself that it was due to excess alone that most of the Caliphs had not lived long. He saw Amm Abduh busily wiping the table, his back bent like a bowed palm tree. Playfully, he asked him: "Have you ever seen a ghost?" "I've seen everything," Amm Abduh replied. Anis winked. "So there has never been a good family living on this houseboat?" he asked. "Hmm!" "O guardian of our pleasures! If you did not like this life, you would have left it on the first day!" "How could I, when I built the mosque with my own hands?" Anis looked now at the books on the shelves, which covered the whole of the long wall to the left of the door. It was a library of history, from the dawn of time to the atomic age, domain of his imagination and storehouse of his dreams. At random, he took down a book on monasticism in the Coptic period in order to read, as he did every day, for an hour or two before his siesta. Amm Abduh finished his work, and came to ask if Anis wanted anything else before he left. "What is going on outside, Amm Abduh?" Anis asked him. "The same as usual, sir." "Nothing new?" "Why don't you go out, sir?" "I go to the Ministry every day." "I mean, for relaxation." Anis laughed. "My eyes look inward, not outward like the rest of God's servants!" And he dismissed Amm Abduh, telling him to wake him if he was still asleep at sunset. 3 Everything was ready. The mattresses were arranged in a large semicircle just inside the door to the balcony. On a brass tray in the middle of the semicircle stood the water pipe and the brazier for the charcoal. Dusk came down over the trees and the water, and a clement calm reigned. Homecoming flocks of white doves flew swiftly over the Nile. Anis sat cross-legged behind the tray, staring out at the sunset with his customary sleepy gaze--sleepy, that is, until the lump of kif, dissolved in the bitter black coffee, worked its magic. Then things would change. Abstract, cubist, surrealist, fauvist forms would take the place of the evergreen and guava and acacia trees and the girls on the other houseboats; and humankind would return to the primeval age of mosses. . . . What could it have been that had turned a whole band of Egyptians into monks? And what was that last joke he had heard, the one about the monk and the cobbler? The houseboat shook faintly; there were footsteps on the gangway. He prepared to greet the newcomer. It was a girl of medium build, with golden hair. She came out onto the balcony, greeting him gaily. "I bid a welcome to the Ministry of Foreign Affairs!" he murmured in reply. Layla Zaydan had been a friend for the past ten years. She was thirty-five and unmarried, which was appropriate for one of the first explorers of the space of female liberty; one, moreover, who had set out from a bastion of conservatism. You have not touched her, Anis, but age has. Look at those wrinkles as light as down at the corners of her eyes and mouth, and that tinge of dryness, harsh and bleak, like a water jar long since drained. There was still a desirable beauty in her clear skin, in spite of a thickness to the tip of her nose, and in spite of something obscure, something encroaching on her which threatened her ruin. In the age of Cheops she was a shepherdess in the Sinai, but died, bitten by a blind snake, leaving no trace . . . She did not turn to him as she spoke. She seemed to be addressing the Nile. "I had a hard day at the Ministry. I translated twenty pages of foolscap." "And how is our foreign policy today?" "What do you expect?" "Oh, all I want is a quiet life. Quiet and respectable. . . ." She left the balcony for the farthest mattress on the right-hand side, where she sat down. "It's the same scene as ever," she said. "Amm Abduh is sitting in the garden like a statue, and here you are, filling the pipe." "That is because Man has to work." He yielded to a reeling sensation. The evening seemed personified, a wanton creature, one who had lived for millions of years. He began to talk, in a roundabout way, about a woman who he said was the slave of love; whenever one lover deserted her, he said, she threw herself into the arms of another. He added that such behavior could be explained by the waxing and waning of the moon. Layla smiled coldly. Copying his previous ironic tone, she said: "And that's because Woman has to love!" And then she grumbled: "Wretched man!" and he detected in her face the faint warnings of anger, but no trace of real antipathy. He was sure that when it came to jokes she was no Queen Victoria, ruler of an age bound by convention. "Why don't you take me as your lover?" he suggested, not particularly seriously. When he continued to look at her, she answered: "If one day you ever used the word "love" as the subject of a sentence," she said, "you would never remember what the predicate was. Ever." He recalled how good he was at Arabic, as good as the Head of Department; witness the man's decision to cut two days' pay from his salary, for no reason except that he had written a blank page. And he remembered also how Layla had said to him once: "You have no heart." One night it was, when all the friends had gone and only Khalid Azzuz and Layla remained on the houseboat. And without any preliminary Anis had grasped her arm and said: "You are mine tonight." Why did it always have to be Khalid? Khalid who inherited you after Ragab left you! And so, for me, only the night is mine. His voice had been raised in anger that night, raised against the dawn prayer. Amm Abduh outside, calling to prayer, you yourself yelling like a madman inside; and Khalid, spreading his hands wide in supplication, and saying: "You've made a scandal of us!" Layla had laughed at first, and then cried. She had raised a highly philosophical question. For she loved Khalid, and on account of that could not give in to Anis, in spite of their friendship--if she did, she would be a whore. And he had shouted that night that the call to prayer was easier to understand than these riddles! "Friendship is more important," Layla pleaded now, to clear the air. "Friendship is for life." "May God grant you a long one, then." He filled the pipe so that they could smoke together while waiting for the others. She took a greedy puff and coughed for a long time. And he said again what he usually said, that the first pull on the pipe made you cough; it was after that that the pleasure came. And he thought to himself that it was not so strange that the Egyptians had worshipped the Pharaoh; what was extraordinary was that the Pharaoh had believed himself to be a god. . . . The houseboat shook, more violently this time, and a hubbub of voices came from outside. He glanced toward the doorway concealed by the screen and saw a lively group of companions follow one another in: Ahmad Nasr, Mustafa Rashid, Ali al-Sayyid, and Khalid Azzuz. . . . "Good evening . . . Good evening to you!" Khalid sat down next to Layla; as for Ali al-Sayyid, he threw himself down to the right of Anis, crying: "Come to our aid!" So Anis set about filling the pipe and stacking glowing pieces of charcoal on top, and the water pipe was soon being passed around the circle. "Any news of Ragab?" Mustafa Rashid inquired. Anis told him that Ragab had telephoned to say that he was in the studio, and that he would come as soon as he had finished work. A breeze blowing in from the balcony made the coals glow on the brazier. Anis was now as animated as he would become. His broad face suffused with a profound rapture, he announced that whoever it was who had made a magnificent tomb out of human history, a tomb that graced the shelves of every library, had not begrudged them a few moments of pleasure. Khalid Azzuz looked toward Ali al-Sayyid. "So does the press have any news?" he asked. Ali indicated Layla with a lift of his chin. "The Ministry of Foreign Affairs is here before you." "But I heard the most astonishing facts . . ." "Don't bother our brains with it," Anis said cynically. "Whatever else we get to hear, this world of ours will still be here, the same as ever it was, absolutely nothing happening at all." Mustafa Rashid cleared his throat. "And what's more," he said, "the world does not concern us any more than we concern it. In any way at all." Anis agreed. "As long as the pipe is still being passed around, what does it matter to you?" Khalid regarded him, delighted. "Wisdom," he said, "from the mouth of the intoxicated!" "Let me tell you what happened to me today with the Director General," Anis continued, and the story of the pen provoked a storm of laughter. "Pens like that are used to sign peace treaties," Ali said finally. The water pipe continued on its glowing, melodious way. A halo of midges clustered around the neon light. Outside, beyond the balcony, darkness had set in. The Nile had vanished save for a few geometric shapes, some regular, some irregular: the reflections of the streetlights on the opposite bank, and the illuminated windows of the other houseboats. The Director's bald pate loomed, like the hull of an upturned boat, in the embrace of darkness. He must surely be a scion of the Hyksos kings, and one day would return to the desert. . . . The worst thing Anis had to fear was that the evening would come to an end like the youth of Layla Zaydan, like the gray ash encroaching on the heart of the embers. . . .