LOVE AFFAIR ThE MIND OF GOD ARE YOU LIVING OR DO YOU JUST EXIST? BRENDA PEARL WALTON LOVE AFFAIR THE MIND OF GOD Are you living or do you just exist? All Scripture quotations are from the King James Version of the Bible Copyright 2014 by Brenda Pearl Walton All rights reserved. This book, or parts thereof, may not be reproduced in any form without permission. To God – I dedicate this book to You to say thank You for calling me and to give You all The Honor and all The Glory To Jesus – I dedicate this book to You to say thank You for Dying on The Cross so I could have abundant life To The Holy Spirit – I dedicate this book to You to say thank You for all of Your Help To my son, granddaughter, daughter and oldest nephew and his wife – I dedicate this book to you all to say thank you for truly being a blessing in my life To my readers – I dedicate this book to you to thank you for allowing me to be your servant and I hope this book will be an encouragement to you Brenda TABLE OF CONTENTS PREFACE SECTION ONE – GOD’S SYSTEM CHAPTER ONE PERFECT 3 CHAPTER TWO THE GLORY OF GOD 7 CHAPTER THREE DOMINION 12 CHAPTER FOUR COMMUNION 18 CHAPTER FIVE APPOINTED TIME 25 CHAPTER SIX THE RAPTURE 32 SECTION TWO – DEFENSE OF MARRIAGE CHAPTER SEVEN TODAY 41 CHAPTER EIGHT ASCENSION 50 CHAPTER NINE LIVING 59 CHAPTER TEN HUMBLE 67 CHAPTER ELEVEN ENDURE 76 CHAPTER TWELVE FRUIT 84 SECTION THREE – UNITY IN GOD’S CHURCH CHAPTER THIRTEEN THE MIND 92 CHAPTER FOURTEEN PERISH 98 CHAPTER FIFTEEN CHARITY 106 CHAPTER SIXTEEN FAMILY 115 CHAPTER SEVENTEEN ACT OF FAITH 125 CHAPTER EIGHTEEN TESTIMONY 143 SECTION FOUR – COUNTRY BACK TO GOD CHAPTER NINETEEN WORKBOOK 150 CHAPTER TWENTY PROFILE 173 CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE D. B. R. A. 183 CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO LESSON 194 CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE SUMMARY 219 CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR PURPOSE 228 LOVE AFFAIR THE MIND OF GOD Are you living or do you just exist? PREFACE “In Search Of My Soul Mate” was hard because it was to bring down strongholds. My strongholds were brought down too. I was just getting to the heart of the matter. For every negative I made sure there was a positive. If you were offended the question you need to ask yourself is, “Why?” Was that offence really a conviction? God will show us ourselves one way or the other. Everything that was written served a Purpose. If the situation did not apply to you there is nothing to be offended about. I once heard a Stallion cannot reach Full Potential until it is broken. It is now time for Full Potential. I want to help people be free Spiritually, Mentally and Physically. “In Search of My Soul Mate” was the Spiritual aspect of the three. This book is the Mentally aspect. One of the things God’s Process does is teaches us how to see things as God sees them. God looks at things differently than we do. An important aspect of seeing things as God sees them is Mind Renewal. We must have the Mind of Jesus Christ. The best mind renewal is the Word of God. This book will show how God sees things: “For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.” (Isaiah 55:8-9) “Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.” (Proverbs 3:5-6) “Let this mind be in you, which was also in Christ Jesus:” (Philippians 2:5) “Thus saith the Lord, Let not the wise man glory in his wisdom, neither let the mighty man glory in his might, let not the rich man glory in his riches: But let him that glorieth glory in this, that he understandeth and knoweth me, that I am the Lord which exercise lovingkindness, judgment, and righteousness, in the earth: for in these things I delight, saith the Lord.” (Jeremiah 9:23-24) We learned about God’s Process in “In Search Of My Soul Mate.” The particulars of God’s Process are in this book. That book was the milk. This book is the meat: “But strong meat belongeth to them that are of full age, even those who by reason of use have their senses exercised to discern both good and evil.” (Hebrews 5:14) “Labour not for the meat which perisheth, but for that meat which endureth unto everlasting life, which the Son of man shall give unto you: for him hath God the Father sealed.” (John 6:27) I hope the information you have already received has made your Process a little easier. I hope you are completing your Levels and receiving your Promises. The Mind of God is where we start truly living. Once again to give God Praise each chapter ends in a Psalm. satan is never capitalized unless it is in a Scripture. I give God all The Honor and The Glory. “I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.” (Psalm 27:13) GOD’S SYSTEM LOVE AFFAIR 3 CHAPTER ONE “As for God, his way is perfect; the word of the Lord is tried: he is a buckler to all them that trust in him.” (II Samuel 22:31) PERFECT “But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you.” (I Peter 5:10) On December 10, 2009 the Holy Spirit said, “God does not want you to come to terms with the Bishop’s situation, but He does want you to come to terms with him.” That statement is why I started writing this book before I finished “In Search Of My Soul Mate.” As it stands right now the Bishop and I do not believe the same things. He holds his doctrine as hard as he holds taking care of the woman he was married to. God still wants to put His Name on his church. God putting His Name on his church means He wants his church to be the model church for Christianity. God will not do that until he lets go of his doctrine, stop taking care of the woman he was married to and close all of his doors. I have learned to be honest with myself and with God. Those are my criterion too. We cannot be together until we are on one accord: “Can two walk together, except they be agreed?” (Amos 3:3) On March 27, 2010 I woke up dreaming about kissing the Bishop. I have not done that in a very long time. In the dream we were going out on a date. That establishes me coming to terms with him. Since there was so much negativity that had happened I saw it is real easy for satan to mess with my mind regarding him. Now that satan has brought that to my attention I will keep it in check. It also let me know I am still holding onto the past. We must let go of the past for our own sakes. WE MUST STOP LETTING satan USE US AND START USING HIM. I do not understand why this still was not over. The Holy Spirit brought to my remembrances I have to come to terms with the Bishop. The truth of the matter is I really didn’t want to get my hopes up again. I was thinking it has been so long he probably has forgotten me. Trying to come to terms with him I started thinking maybe he has changed. God would not be leading me in this direction if it was not for my good. I do need a Covering. The Word does say: LOVE AFFAIR 4 “The Lord will perfect that which concerneth me: thy mercy, O Lord, endureth for ever: forsake not the works of thine own hands.” (Psalm 138:8) The Bishop did seem different when he was in Las Vegas. I saw him on television a couple of weeks ago and he was not wearing a wedding ring. The funny thing is he usually goes to Las Vegas yearly. He still has not been back to the church. Maybe it was really hard for him to face me. Now I have come to terms with him. The Holy Spirit said, “The Bishop has not forgotten you. That is your seal.” WE HAVE TO CHANGE OUR MINDSET TO GET A NEW PERSPECTIVE. I was thinking why I had not thought about the Bishop changing before? I know he has God in his life. It hit me it was because the man had not changed. That is the difference between someone that has God in their life and someone who does not. That is why it is so importance we only have Godly people in our lives. Do not confuse Godly people with church folk. IT IS SO IMPORTANT THAT WE KNOW WHO IS IN OUR CAMP. “In Search Of My Soul Mate” was to help set people free Spiritually. This book is to help set people free Mentally. The Holy Spirit showed me the movie, “Inception” is the Natural for this book. We must do whatever we have to do to get to our fourth Level. The movie showed how powerful a thought is. Our mind is satan’s playground. It also showed the battle that is going on in our minds. It showed all the things we hold onto in our minds is what gives satan his stronghold. On October 10, 2010 it finally hit me. I know what is wrong with me now. I know what it is to be the first wife. That has been my problem not that it is a problem. I want to be the first wife. I have always had children grown on the top of my list. Now being treated as the first wife is number one. I had a lot of questions for my Publisher. I had been writing them down as they came up. This is where experience comes in. Before my first promise came to pass I had to write a letter to my soul mate. I had been working on the e-mail, but I was not going to send it until after I received the wealth. Then I thought we must put our seeds in the ground. On Monday, October 11, 2010 I sent the e-mail to the Publisher. During this time I have been perfecting everything. I was getting everything into harmony. God doesn’t move in confusion. We must be in harmony, which is on one accord: