IN MY SOUL I AM FREE VARDANKAR Translation ICF OF BANGLADESH IN MY SOUL I AM FREE, VARDANKAR Translation. Copyright © 2014-2016 by ICF of Bangladesh. All rights reserved. Published in Bangladesh by ICF of Bangladesh. All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, phonographic recording, or by any information storage and retrieval system, without permission in writing from the publisher. Use of small excerpts in a review is permitted. Dear Member of the Illuminated Consciousness Fellowship of Bangladesh (ICF of Bangladesh). The Illuminated Consciousness Fellowship of Bangladesh is delighted to have the privilege of offering to you free of charge many of the works of the great VARDAN Master Sri Paul Twitchell (also known as Peddar Zaskq) translated into the VARDANKAR terminology! Other than the SHARIYAT-KI-HURAY Books One and Two, none of these books have been available in translated form up until ICF of Bangladesh has published them. Many are no longer available in any form whatsoever, including PDF’s, or are difficult to impossible to find. They are for private use and or Private Study. These illustrious PDF files have been tirelessly compiled at great time and expense and translated into the current path of VARDANKAR which is presently the most direct path back to the HURAY (God). ICF of Bangladesh is unaffiliated with VARDANKAR but supports the nature of VARDANKAR. ICF of Bangladesh does not make a penny off of the publication of these works and consists of a selfless group of individuals who privately use these works for their own education and spiritual benefit in the form of private study. These works are a part of a Multi Volume Bible or spiritual/religious text and systematic dissemination, practice and study and as such are protected works by law and anyone attempting to stop the dissemination of these works is hereby notified they are engaged in Religious persecution and or suppression. Sri Paul Twitchell brought forth the teachings of the Great VARDAN Masters such as Rebazar Tarzs, Yaubl Sacabi, Fubbi Quantz, Rami Nuri, Gopal Das and many others, under the past name of ECKANKAR, the Ancient Science of Soul Travel. However upon Paulji’s (a term of endearment) Translation (Death of the physical body) back in 1971 Paulji never did pick an actual successor, but only made a list of 5 candidates before his translation and so Darwin Gross was picked by the Eckankar Board of Directors from this list of 5 candidates. Darwin was never a master and neither is Harold Klemp and Eckankar ceased to be the most direct path back to God upon Pauji’s death. There always must be someone who holds the Rod of VARDAN Power, who is at minimum a 12th Initiate and who is picked by the HURAY. Sri Allen Feldman (as of this writing of January 2016) is the current Living VARDAN Master who holds the Rod of Power and the new name of the teaching is now VARDANKAR. It has had many names and many masters as outlined in Paulji’s “Spiritual Notebook” which is also offered as a PDF in Translated form! ii The ICF of Bangladesh is not affiliated with VARDANKAR in any way, shape or form except that we resonate with their teachings and many of our members are in fact practicing VARDANists although many are not! There is no charge for these works and no profit is made by Anyone! They are for private and personal study, research, and for the purpose of teaching the systematic approach of VARDANKAR the Ancient Science of Tuza (Soul) Travel. They are also considered essential religious/spiritual texts and necessary in order for the practice and study of VARDANKAR and to seek the God State of consciousness in this lifetime. All of these books are a part of a multi volume or Multi Book Bible or Sacred spiritual text to be studied and used during contemplation and in order to learn the methods outlined in these great spiritual texts and to practice the path of VARDANKAR. ICF of Bangladesh is acting under freedom of religion, freedom of press and the fact that many of these manuscripts were published over 45 years ago and have been discontinued and almost all of them are in the outdated Eckankar terminology. In order for the VARDANist to practice his or her path he or she must have the correctly translated material with the proper terms and translations in it and so we offer this free of charge. These PDF’s are printer friendly most in the A5 paper format and can be printed double-sided and bound if using various methods such as a hole punch. Some members have found simple instructions on how to bind their own books using little more than some glue, two rulers or sticks and some large paperclips or clamps, all easily found around the home or bought at most stores. This would only be of course for your own personal use, study or research. NOTICE This entire document, Book or booklet is a private communication and anyone possessing it or monitoring it does so against 4th Amendment Rights, violating laws, including but not limited to confidential trespass and theft. Any attempt to restrict the distribution of this book is a direct attack on religious rights, freedom of speech, freedom of religious and spiritual choice, and freedom of the press. 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If any portion of these statements is, or becomes, invalid under law, the rest of the remaining statements shall remain in full force and effect. All rights are reserved under UCC 1-308 Reservation of Rights. v vi Introduction and update: From the Shariyat-Ki-HURAY book One, short quote edited from intro by Sri Allen Feldman the Current (as of 2015) Living VARDAN Master. “When Sri Paul Twitchell and the Ancient VARDANKAR Masters brought out these ancient teachings in 1965 they gave them the name of ECKANKAR. The highest path has had many different names and many different Masters. The path of Out-of-Body Tuza (Soul) Travel has always been the most direct path back to God or HURAY. But only when led by one who holds the Rod of VARDAN Power and is appointed by the Order of the Boucharan which in Paul’s time he called the order of the Vairagi. Unfortunately when Paul translated (died) in 1971 there was no one to hand the Rod of Power to who could take over for him publicly. Paul made a list of 4 members but never picked a successor. He could not because no one was ready to take on the 12th initiation yet. When Paul translated (died) in 1971 the Rod of Power was passed to the great Rebazar Tarzs who is the Torch Bearer. It was a sad day for many Eckists to see their once high path reduced to an offshoot path. Frankly, most did not know what had happened. Some tried to follow Rebazar but had little or no access to him except on the inner planes. Darwin Gross, who was appointed by the Eckankar Board of Directors, tried to keep the teachings on track but it was impossible because the Rod of Power had been passed to Rebazar Tarzs and Darwin was not a true Master. The high path went underground under Rebazar Tarzs for there was no Master to physically take over for Paul and teach the path openly. Like all offshoot paths, Eckankar began to rapidly deteriorate, as it was not being run by a true VARDAN Master. Harold Klemp has changed the path so much since the days of Paul that it is scarcely recognizable today. But Darwin, although he tried to maintain things, was in a losing battle without the Rod of VARDAN Power. In 2013 the Spiritual Hierarchy under the direction of various Masters and Silent ones under the direction of the HURAY or God, decided to vii bring the teachings out using a new Master, Sri Allen Feldman, under the new name of VARDANKAR. Although I was chosen I am humbled and am aware that had there not been such an urgent need to get the VARDAN teachings out to the public, I would have not received the Rod of Power on October 22nd, 2013. I have been personally stretched to say the least and it has been difficult but the teachings must be gotten out regardless and all must learn to never worship personalities but to look instead to the goals of VARDANKAR of Self Realization, God Realization and VARDAN Mastership in this lifetime or the next. Each Living VARDAN Master is unique and must surrender to the will of HURAY (God). It is my hope that we can rekindle the work of Paulji and the many other great VARDAN Masters and revitalize it through VARDANKAR. VARDANKAR will never be for the masses, but there are many millions who are ready. I will be writing the SHARIYAT-KI-HURAY volumes 3 and 4 over the next 2 to 3 years. There are other things that must be done first.” Sri Allen Feldman Partial translation from VARDANKAR terms to pre 1971 ECKANKAR terms: New 2013 & after…………….…Old pre 1971 VARDAN……….………....…….ECK VARDANKAR…….……………ECKANKAR VARDANist ……….…...........….ECKist HURAY…………………………SUGMAD Margatma ……….…………….. Mahanta Bourchakoun……………….…...Vairagi Living VARDAN Master…….…Living ECK Master VARDANshar consciousness…..ECKshar consciousness viii Sri Paul Twitchell, the Margatma the Living VARDAN Master from 1965 - 1971 ix x