He's gone. Oh God, how is he really gone?

I don't know what to feel. Nobody knows about Jake's affairs. What would be the point in telling them now?

He left me behind with such a mess. I can't say no when his brother, Reed, offers to help. And honestly, I don't want to say no.

Reed has always been there for me, but now that he's living with me, the lines in our relationship are starting to blur. Am I just grieving or is there more? Either way, I know what I'm doing is a mistake, but I can't for the life of me seem to stop.